"I LOVED WILLIAMSTON when I was a kid. So will you."
Tim Wainwright turned his Suburban from the highway onto a
narrow county road. A small sign said, Williamston,
Tennessee, Population 123. He accelerated past it and
hoped the kids hadn't noticed that number.
Sometime in the ten years since his grandfather's funeral
cortege had wound along this road to the cemetery, the
county had paved it. Thank God. After the horrors of the
drive from Chicago, even in an air-conditioned Surburban,
Tim didn't think he could have faced the last leg of his
trip on rutted gravel in a cloud of hot July dust.
His children would mount a full-scale rebellion at the
thought of living down a gravel road. He took a deep
breath and willed his shoulders to relax. He glanced over
at Jason, who stared mulishly out the side window. He'd
refused to say a word since they crossed the bridge over
the Mississippi River, driving straight through Memphis
and out the other side.
Jason's buzz cut would have time to grow so that he
wouldn't start school totally bald. He'd fight losing the
two earrings in his right ear, but they'd have to go as
well. Maybree Academy had a strict dress code. That meant
buying him clothes sized for a teenager rather than an
African bull elephant.
From what he'd seen of the student body when he came down
to interview, Maybree students preferred the preppy look.
He prayed Jason would knuckle under to peer pressure and
go preppy as well.
He could see Eddy in his rearview mirror, slumped against
the armrest, either sleeping or pretending to. As glad as
Tim was that Jason had stopped complaining, he wished Eddy
would say something, anything more than to ask for orange
juice at breakfast. If only he'd cry. Just once. Stoicism
might be okay for Marcus Aurelius, but it was damned
unhealthy for a seven-year-old kid.
At least he was no problem to dress. Tim could probably
drape a tarpaulin over him without his noticing. He hadn't
even played his Game Boy on the drive down. Just sat and
stared.
Angie's black hair bounced in and out of his field of
vision in the mirror. Usually he forbade headphones. He'd
prefer that his children not go deaf before they reached
twenty. Today, however, the headphones and portable CD
player had been a blessing. She had zoned out on her
latest techno-rock band.
"You must admit," Tim said to Jason, the only one who'd be
able to hear him, "This is beautiful country. Look at all
the trees, the fields, the open space."
"Yeah," Jason said with a wave of his hand. "Look at all
the malls, the pizza places, the movie theaters. Yeah,
we're gonna love it."
"Look, Jason, I realize this is culture shock, but once
you get used to the freedom..."
Tim saw his son actually turn his head to look — no,
sneer — at him.
"Freedom. Right. Freedom is not riding to school in the
morning with my father, spending all day with him spying
on me and riding home with him in the afternoon. Freedom
is a new Mustang."
"In your dreams. We'll be lucky if we can afford a
thirdhand VW for you. Besides, the legal age for a license
is sixteen in Tennessee, not fifteen, and then it's
restricted."
"It would be," Jason whispered. "Goddamn prison."
"Watch your language."
"Sure, like you watch yours."
Tim let that pass. There was a certain amount of truth in
it.
Since Solange's death he didn't watch his language as much
when the kids were around.
This was what she had wanted. Maybe not to move to the
middle of nowhere in West Tennessee, but to move out of
Chicago, find someplace to live with open spaces, a bigger
house in a small town. No crime. Kids free to ride their
bicycles or skateboards without fear.
Away from Solange's mother.
He hadn't listened. And so she'd died. Now he was taking
control of his family's destiny. Time to haul on the reins
and stop the runaway stagecoach before it turned over and
killed everybody. He grinned. Even his clichés were
turning country. "I've told you how great my summers were
down here when I was a kid. You used to think they sounded
pretty cool."
"I used to think storks brought babies," Jason said.
"You mean they don't? Okay, I promise you there will be
occasional access to malls and movies and maybe even
pizza. But you'll have to earn your privileges. Get an
after-school job. Earn that VW. Pay for your own gas once
you get it. Money's going to be tight. And no more running
wild because your grandmother can't keep up with you."
Jason held out his wrists. "Yeah. Freedom, just like you
said. Just put the cuffs on now, Mr. Policeman, sir."
"Jason, I'm tired, you're tired, we're all tired. It's
hot, we've driven all the way from Chicago, and I've had
enough of the sarcasm."
"Shouldn't you call that creative interaction, Mr. Vice
Principal, sir?"
"I'm just a lowly English teacher now, Jason." He longed
to stop the car, lean across the console separating them
and slap the kid silly. He'd always believed in nonviolent
alternatives to physical punishment for children and had
never raised a hand to his three. He knew their
grandmother did from time to time, and he suspected
Solange had swatted a behind or two.
Every day Tim worked with abusive parents and abused
children. He knew the damage abuse caused both.
Today, however, he was discovering how kids could drive a
seemingly rational adult crazy. He took a deep breath. He
needed to calm down and chill out before he started
yelling. That never did any good and left him feeling
guilty afterward.
He took another deep breath, then several more before he
said, "Granddad taught me to fish for crappie and catfish
in the creek that runs through the farm, and during the
summer we took picnics down to the pond and swam. He
taught me to paddle a canoe. We can rebuild the dock, buy
a new canoe —"
"Skinny-dip with the local milkmaids."
Tim could hear the leer in Jason's voice. Doggedly he kept
going. "I had a great bag swing by the pond.You could
swing way out over the water and drop. Can't do that in a
swimming pool."
"Who'd want to?"
"I have to pee." Angie had taken off the earphones and was
leaning against the back of his seat. "Stop at a gas
station."
"No gas stations between here and Williamston," Tim said.
He didn't remember a gas station within twenty miles of
Williamston. Better not tell Angie that. "If you're in
real trouble, we'll pull off to the side of the road and
you can go behind a tree."
"Eeeew! No way! Gross."
"Then hold on. We're nearly there." He checked her face in
the mirror. It was powdered dead-white, made even more
dramatic by her hair, dyed so black it looked like a wig.
Unfortunately it wasn't. She had bought the dye one
afternoon after school, and greeted him looking like an
underaged vampire when he got home from school.
"Dad was just telling us about how great it's going to be
to swim in some scummy old pond," Jason said. "Water
moccasins love little girls. One bite and you swell up and
turn green and die."
"Jason!" It was a wail. "Daddy, make him stop. I hate
snakes. Are there really snakes?"
Sure there were, but he wasn't about to tell Angie about
them right this minute. "Most snakes are harmless. They're
more afraid of you than you are of them."
"Want to bet?" Jason breathed.
"Don't think about snakes. Think about how big the house
is. After Chicago, it's going to seem like a palace.
You'll have a big room all to yourself. And some of the
people in the area have horses."
Magic word. Before she had been taken over by the Children
of the Night, Angie's one great desire had been for a
horse of her own. Not possible in Chicago. Rich people who
lived in the suburbs owned horses. Overworked vice
principals of inner-city schools did not.
In his new job as an English teacher in a small private
school, Tim still wouldn't be able to afford a horse for
Angie, but he might be able to give her riding lessons.
Maybe he'd offer her a trade. She could have riding
lessons if she took off the clown makeup and went back to
brown hair.
In any case, the black hair and kohl eyeliner wouldn't be
any more acceptable at Maybree than Jason's bald head.
He'd have to find out how to remove the dye.
Solange would have known all about that kind of thing. But
then if his wife were still alive, Angie probably wouldn't
have turned Goth on him.
The only one of his kids who looked halfway normal was
Eddy, and he was the most screwed up of the bunch, at
least to hear the psychologist tell it.
How could Tim ever teach his children to love Williamston
the way he did? He'd regaled them time after time with
stories of the wonderful summers he'd spent there. Maybe
now that they were here, the stories would take on new
meaning for them. They'd never paid much attention before.
The important thing was that he wouldn't be working eighty
hours a week as he had in Chicago. He could devote himself
to their needs. He'd sacrificed his career, the potential
of a principalship — all the additional money and
prestige — for them. He owed them for the years he'd let
Solange raise them practically on her own.
He swung the SUV off the highway and onto a narrow lane
lined with big old trees that transformed the road into a
sundappled tunnel.
He drove past the small rectangular common in the center
of the village. The Bermuda grass lawn had turned brown in
the heat, and the white fence needed a coat of paint.
The only place to eat in Williamston was a log cabin on
the corner of the green. Today a big sign outside read
Closed. Tim hoped that meant for dinner and not for good.
One more left, up a hill and past the big moving van. He
pulled onto the grass verge at the far side of his
grandfather's house and cut the engine.
"Home at last."
"No way," said Jason.
"Way."
"There's supposed to be a town. Where is it?"
"You just drove through it."
"A field and a log cabin?"
"Yuck, some palace," whined Angie, who leaned across Eddy
to stare out the window. "No one could possibly expect a
human being to live in that — that hovel." She frequently
vacillated between teenage colloquial andVictorian
supercilious in the same sentence.
Eddy had woken up and was rubbing his eyes. "Well, Eddy?
Care to add your comments?"
Eddy ignored him. "Gross, gross, gross!" Angie's hands
fluttered. "I'll bet you can't even buy a CD for a hundred
miles."
"CD, huh! Try a loaf of bread. You said it was a town."
"Williamston is a town. Just a very small one. More like a
village."
"More like a big fat nothing."
"Looks like an old barn," Jason said as he stared up at
the house.
"At least I won't have to share a room with Ratso any
longer."
"Don't call your brother names," Tim said. Now that he had
done this insane thing, had committed his whole family to
this change, he was scared to get out of the car. "The
house has five bedrooms. One downstairs for me, one for
each of you, and one left over for guests."
"For Gran'mere," Eddy whispered from the back seat.
"Yes, Eddy. Your grandmother will come to visit as soon as
we get settled."
"No, she won't," Jason said with finality. "Not after we
tell her what this place is like." He leered over his
shoulder at his brother. "We'll never, ever see her again."
"We will, too!"
"Jason, stop teasing your brother. Eddy, your grandmother
will come to visit. She just can't move down here with us.
I've explained all that." His voice said he'd explained it
until he was blue in the face and wasn't about to try
again.
"If she loved us, she'd move."
"Eddy, it's okay, she does love us," Angie said. "Jason,
stop being a butthole."
"Angie," her father said, but without much heat. He was
too tired of driving and refereeing to be upset by much
less than ax murder.
"It's a prison."
"I want to go back to Chicago."
"I'm hungry."
"I want a soda."
"Can't we stay in a motel?"
"I hate this place."
"I have to pee."
He'd decided to feed them a catfish dinner at the Log
Cabin. Now he'd have to find someplace else nearby,
assuming there was another restaurant this side of
Memphis, fifty miles away.
They'd be a captive audience. He'd tell them some more
stories of his wonderful summers. Tomorrow maybe they'd
all go for a long walk. He really wanted his children to
love this place, too.
But he was willing to have them hate it if it kept them
safe from crime and gangs and drugs and alcohol and drive-
by shootings.
He would even fight his own children to get them to twenty-
one sound of mind and body.