NIGHTTIME. When had that happened? David Gentry raised
himself up on an elbow and swatted at the mosquito buzzing
around his face. It was the size of a hummingbird. He'd
been lying out here in the jungle for who knew how long,
sleeping. Or more likely unconscious. The mosquitoes could
have feasted off him for hours by now. Maybe days, since
he had no idea how long he'd been there.
He took a swing at another blood-sucking predator. Surely
he must have had a malaria shot, but he didn't know. In
fact, all he knew right now was his name, and he wasn't
sure enough about that to wager on it.
He moved to sit up, winced, then went back to reclining,
propped up one one elbow. Now it was coming back in
pieces. Someone kicking him...the crack of his bones.
That's something he did remember. Two or three ribs, he
decided as he probed the tender area. Left side, and he
would definitely wager on the bruise there, even though he
couldn't see it in the dark. But he felt it — soreness
starting just under his shoulder and stopping just above
his waist. There were probably three or four broken ribs,
judging from the feel of it.
He tried to get up. Easier said than done. His shoulder
hurt, too. The sting of it was only just now fighting its
way through the pain of his ribs. It was either get up, or
stay down, maybe for ever. David sat up, moving cautiously
for fear he might puncture a lung on a jagged bone edge.
Good. He finally remembered something useful. Broken ribs
could equal punctured lung could equal death. "A punctured
lung and me without a chest tube," he grunted, making it
to a full sitting position.
Just sitting there on the damp ground hurt worse than he'd
thought pain could ever hurt. He dragged his forearm
across his face to wipe away the sweat. "So what's a few
broken ribs and a bullethole?"
Gingerly, David prodded his shoulder just to make sure the
wound was real and not another delusion. And there it was.
A sticky mess. A painful, sticky mess. "That's why you've
got the fever, Davey," he said, wiping his brow again. The
ooze of infection in his shoulder from the bullet was
probably the worst thing going on inside him right now,
and if he didn't get it treated soon... Unless one of his
ribs had stabbed him through the lung. Then either way —
infection or collapsed lung — it wouldn't matter. He'd be
dead.
And the call of the damp ground below him was getting
louder. Just another hour, Davey. One more hour then
you'll feel well enough to get up and walk out of here.
Another hour's sleep did sound good. Just one...
Still sitting upright, he was just too tired now to go all
the way back down to the ground. Wasted effort, really,
for a short nap. His eyes started to flutter closed, and
he let out a long, exhausted sigh. Maybe he would sink
back down after all. The ground wasn't so hard. Nice
patches of moss... Just an hour...
But he wanted a drink first. A sip of water then off to
bed with him! Goodnight, sleep tight, don't let the
bedbugs bite! He reached over to his bedside stand to grab
a glass...but the only thing his hand clamped hold of was
a heap of soggy leaves. Immediately, David snapped his
eyes open, trying to hold onto the little bit of reality
he had left to him. Sleep meant sure death this time. It
didn't take a doctor to figure out that he was too weak,
too dehydrated, too infected to last the night.
It was a prognosis any first-year medical student could
make. And at thirty-six, he was, what? Sixteen years past
his first year of medical school? He tried to remember,
tried to figure the simple math, but his head was too
fuzzy to think.
David looked up at the canopy of palms and bamboos. By the
light of the moon he could see the shadows, if not the
actual trees. An evergreen forest. That, he could
remember. Back home in Toronto, the trees in his mother's
yard were deciduous. Another stupid thing to remember.
Only a delirious man would sit here classifying trees, he
thought, laughing out loud. "And if there are any of you
tree snakes up there in those evergreen trees, you stay
away from me, you hear? Mosquitoes are enough." Were there
any vaccinations against tree snakes? He couldn't remember.
"OK, Davey, you've got to do better than this if you want
to get yourself out of here. So quit talking to the
snakes." Cobras and kraits and vipers. All deadly.
He looked up again, imagining all kinds of glowing eyes
looking back at him. "Focus, Davey. That's the only way
you're going to make it out of here." But on what? He
didn't have anything in reserve. Not even an ounce of
strength left to muster.
Something rustled in the brush next to him, and he turned
to see what was there. Like he could see anything in the
dark. Your head going wonky again, he thought. Or a snake.
The thought caused him to shudder, which set off a round
of pain shooting from his ribs straight through to his
brain. He clamped his arm over his rib cage to support it.
"Get it together, Davey," he warned himself once the
initial rip of the pain was over. "Now, or never." He
glanced sideways at the brush next to him. Maybe if he
could just grab hold of something, he might be able to
pull himself to his feet... Mosses, orchids, ferns. No
pulling power in those. Even though it was dark and he
couldn't see what was surrounding him, he had a vague
recollection of what he'd seen before he'd gone fuzzy the
last time, and nothing he could dredge up from his
bleariness was sufficient to grab hold of. He had to focus
on this or he'd lie right back down and die.
And David surely did not want to die. Not here. Not now.
Not like this. He'd walked so many miles in this condition
because he wanted to live, and that was something simple
he could remember.
"Damn," he muttered, trying to wipe out the image of his
own death. "So find a rhododendron bush, Davey. That'll do
it." Big, woody, deep roots — grabbing onto a rhododendron
might work. They were all over the place, low-lying under
the trees, thriving in the shade. He should be able to
pull himself up if he had the strength to hold on. If he
had the strength to hoist his entire body weight. If he
had the strength to walk once he was upright.
David looked up again to make sure those glowing eyes
weren't getting closer. Never mind the ground predators.
Monkeys he could deal with. Even the deer and the kouprey.
But now he was imagining wild dogs and tigers and rhinos.
Worst of all, bats. He'd just as soon meet a tiger as a
bat. And the bats in Dharavaj were almost as big as the
tigers.
He was back in Dharavaj, wasn't he? Not in Cambodia any
more?
"Time to assess. The doctor needs water." He ran his dry
tongue over his cracked lips, emphasizing just how much.
"And the doctor needs antibiotics." His scorching forehead
was the testament to that. He didn't have to touch it to
feel just how feverish it was. He knew. "But most of all,
the doctor needs to get out of here." If that happened,
and if, by some miracle, he did make it back to his little
clinic outside Kantha, he might stand a fighting chance of
recovery.
Of course, he could simply lie back down and wait until
daylight and hope to wake up again. Yes, that was it.
Sleep for the remainder of the night and start all over
again in the morning. Seeing how to get home would be so
much easier.
David sank back to the damp ground, his head resting on a
pillow of moss, and shut his eyes. "Until morning," he
murmured wearily, as the dark cloud of oblivion started to
roll back over him once more. "Only until morning." He
heaved a deep sigh, pleased with the decision.
"Morning..." In the morning he would... He didn't
remember. Couldn't remember. Surgery? Did someone need
surgery? He thought so, but he couldn't find his work
schedule. Another amputation. Another patient on the brink
of death! That was it. But who?
The name wouldn't come up out of the depths, and he
couldn't sleep until he remembered. "Think, Davey..." He
could almost see his little operating room. And, yes, that
was him standing over the operating table. But who was on
the table? He still couldn't tell... "Don't start the
procedure until you verify the patient," he warned himself.
But he was starting anyway, because his patient was dying,
and he had to do something to save him. Right now! The
scalpel was in his hand, and he was pulling back the sheet
to make the first cut.
The sheet finally came off the patient's face. "No!" he
choked, looking down at himself. He was the patient!
Suddenly, David's eyes popped open and he struggled into a
sitting position. Out of breath, he reached out into the
dark for an handhold that would help him to his feet. And
he found it. A bush, mere inches away. Maybe a
rhododendron, maybe not. He couldn't tell from the feel of
it, didn't know if it would be his saving grace tonight.
Or his last, failing hope.
He steadied himself then pulled, and his first effort
raised him mere inches off the ground. "Gotta do this
another way," he grunted, realizing how much the next try
was going to hurt. Getting himself over on his knees meant
putting weight on the shoulder where the bullet was
lodged. If he failed, and if he fell back down face first,
he risked driving one of those broken ribs right through
his lung.
Resetting himself for his second try, David gritted his
teeth to the pain as he turned over and positioned himself
on his hands and knees. If not for the fact that he was
already so dehydrated, he would have been sweating much
more than he was. Sweating profusely and shaking. He
worked his hand through the branches to find the biggest.
Everything, so far, was spindly. Too spindly. Like the way
his legs felt.
He found a handhold. Nice, thick, sturdy...and it slipped
right thought his sweaty, shaky hand.
It was early June, the height of the hot season, and
though the temperature was probably climbing up to 38
degrees Celsius now, the rest of his shaking was coming
from the chill that results of a spiked fever and
infection. And exposure. His body systems were shutting
down, and confused over how to go about doing that. He was
hot, he was cold, he was delirious, he was rational. It
didn't matter which of those came to pass now because they
all felt the same. Miserable.
David took hold of a sturdy branch, shut his eyes tight,
forcing himself to concentrate on holding on. Then he
dragged in a deep, ragged breath, and pulled, screaming at
the top of his lungs and expelling all his reserved oxygen
as he pulled himself up. Inch by agonizing inch, he
ascended, pulling tighter and tighter on the bush until,
amazing, he was there. He was upright, and it surprised
him because his two jelly-like legs held him up.
"Good job," he panted, trying to figure out the next part
of his plan. Get up and...and, what? That's as far as he'd
gone. So, get up and...stay up. That was it. Easily enough
said, and actually easier done than he'd anticipated, as
he pulled himself through the bush to the first tree he
found. Then he hugged that tree like he'd never hugged
anything, or anyone, before. Simply hugged it. He threw
his arms around it like it was a the most beautiful woman
he'd ever seen...
He had seen her once. Not his delusion. Stunning. Black
hair, dark eyes. And he was holding onto her now until the
wobbling in his knees subsided, the spinning in his head
slowed down and he was able to draw normal breath again.
She needed an orchid in her hair.
"OK," he said to the treetrunk, squeezing her out and
reality back in. "Now, let's see what we can do about
getting out of here." Pulling back from the tree, he took
a few steps, and another few steps, one at a time, until
his legs were back under him. In the dark, in an area he
didn't know, he had absolutely no idea which way to go to
get out. But it didn't matter. This would have been the
place he would have died tonight, and anyplace else was
better than there.