THERE ARE WATERY GRAVES; there are watery lives. My own
aquatic being begins at the end of dock A in the Arkady
Island Marina. I live there on my boat.
I had been up all night reading a pre-publication copy of
my book. I was eye-sore and weary; felt I'd earned my
coming gratifications — vodka on ice, my capacious bunk,
eine kleine Mozart twinkling from the stereo.
My hand was in the fridge for the ice when my boat swayed
and her mooring lines creaked as someone came aboard.
I waited. Not a sound, but the boat continued to rock.
Someone big, careful with his step. The doorway darkened.
"It's me, Hadrian. Tom."
I relaxed and pulled out a tray of ice. "Thomas, it's
seven bells in the graveyard watch; almost dawn. I see
Venus through the porthole down here. We should be
asleep." I twisted the tray over a tumbler and most of the
cubes showered into it; the rest clattered into the sink,
sounding very loud. "Hadrian, there's something spooky out
here."
"What sort of something?" Tom has sharp eyes and he does
not spook easily. Whatever it was, I'd have to look. With
an inward sigh, I set the ice tray in the sink.
Tom said, "I think it's a body."
My heart skidded. I knew he thought it was Ann Summerlune
who hadn't been seen in three weeks. Ogod, please no, my
old flame is too young to die.
I pushed the refrigerator door slowly to, and climbed the
stairs to the pilot house. Tom is an inch over my sixtwo,
but much wider. He filled the doorway, strangling a pair
of binoculars in one huge hand, but otherwise not showing
his tension. I pulled my binoculars from their bin by the
chart table and followed him toward the bow.
All was gray; the water mirror-calm, reflecting no stars,
only bright Venus; the other boats around us in a silent
wall; our shoes squeaking in the dew on the deck.
Tom pointed over the bow rail, whispered, "There, Hade, in
the middle of the basin, about a hundred feet from the
fuel dock." He raised his binoculars and I saw what he
meant — a blob, a tiny atoll in the slick water. I swung
my binoculars to my eyes and focused. Magnified seven
times, it was still a blob. Might be a lot of things, I
thought.
"Tom, it's a dead skunk, or a tire, or a waterlogged
stump. We've had a lot of rain lately; it's just some of
the junk that always gets washed down the rivers and into
the harbors." I lowered the binocs and inspected Tom.
Maybe my old shipmate had been living a bit too high at
the Three O's Salooon? No, not Tom.
"Tom, we're both up too early and out too late. You see a
corpse, I see a cat. Remember the Memorial Day we were
riding the Stream off Hatteras and it started to snow? By
the end of the watch, we were so cold and drained you were
seeing rocks and to me the waves were crocodiles?"
Tom eyed me. We've been friends for damn near forty years.
I could feel his temperature rising. With one hand he
gripped the back of my head and forced my gaze to the lump
in the water.
"Look, Wallace. Watch close. Every now and then the water
heaves. Wait..." The water swayed. Tom shook my
head. "See?"Another sway, another shake. "Look at the
surface to the left of the lump." I saw. A slight bulge,
as though the water were about to blister. Like a flat sea
the instant before a whale breaks through. My stomach
joined the slide of my heart. I lifted my glasses again.
But the sun had broken the night; the sky was scarlet; the
water wore blood. Now I could see nothing. And there was a
tremor in my hands. I took a breath, wound the strap
around the glasses and said, "I guess we'd better get the
dinghy and have a look."
"Shouldn't we call the police first?"
In retrospect, we should have, but despite the un-ease of
my heart and the rising skirl in my gut, I clung to the
hope of flotsam after a rain. "Tom, if it turns out to be
a dead raccoon or a chunk of junk, we'll look like sixteen
kinds of idiot. If it is a body we'll call then."
"Okay," he said. Then, seeing my skiff lashed into its
cradle on the cabin top, "We'll take my dink. It's in."
Lights were coming on in the boats around us and at the
fuel dock. I leaned into the pilot house, dropped the
binoculars into their holder, snatched my cell phone, and
we ran as quick as we could over the damp planking of the
floats.
Tom's fat old steel ketch barely moved as we leapt aboard.
His dinghy was tied off at the end of the mizzen boom to
keep it from thumping the hull. Tom untied and tugged and
when the dinghy touched the stern, let the thin rope fall
onto the heavier one coiled on top of the dink's anchor.
He dropped down, straddling the center seat, and held on
while I lowered myself into the stern. With the two of us,
the water was close to the top edge of the little boat.
Tom rowed carefully, the oarlocks clicking softly.
As we drew near, he turned the boat and backed toward the
black whatever-it-was.
It was a human head, and it was abuzz with flies. The fan
of dark hair around it swayed in the light swell. Ann's
hair was dark, and she always wore it long to mask a
strawberry mark on her neck. "Closer," I whispered through
a tight throat.
Tom edged us in. Below the surface I now saw a white shirt
with a collar. To cover her birthmark Ann usually wore
shirts with collars.
My throat was so tight now I wasn't sure I could talk. I
pushed out a wispy "Pass me an oar."
The brass oarlock rattled as Tom lifted an oar and slid it
into my back-stretched hand. With it, I pushed at the mass
of undulant hair.
My hands were so cold the water felt warm. I picked up an
odor a lot like skunk, but clenched my teeth and forced
the oar farther. An ear came clear. With the tip of the
blade, I levered the collar down and there was her
birthmark, raw as a wound, red as the dawn.
"It's Ann." I dropped the oar.
Flies exploded into the air and whined onto us. Flailing
at them with one hand I got the oar, tossed it to Tom and
opened my cell phone while Tom used the oar to paddle us
clear.
The boat turned from the lopsided thrust, and I was caught
full in the face by the sun. I winced away and my dazzled
eyes picked up a fishing boat running toward us, its
lights still on, its nets swaying in swags. From its bow
wave, hundreds of sparks were shooting into the air;
falling; flashing up again. Minnows and menhaden leaping
for their lives before a pack of bluefish!
My heart and my stomach congealed. That gang of saltwater
piranha was going to slam right into Ann.
Tom saw me staring and looked over his shoulder. "What
the..?" His glance froze on the boil of bait-fish. "Oshit.
Blues."
"Tom," I wheezed, "we have to tow Ann ashore...get her out
of the water..." I pointed. "Fuel dock."
He snatched up the other oar, slammed it into its lock.
The little boat's joints creaked and cracked as he forced
us toward Ann again. Retching, I pushed an arm into the
stinging flies to grab her hair.
Oshit, I was still holding the cell phone.
I let it fall into the water and scooped up a mushy
handful of hair. Turning to sit, I came off my knees, lost
my balance. My butt landed on the transom. The back of the
boat went under. Water poured in.
Instinctively, Tom strained away from me to get the stern
up. "Hadrian! For crying out loud! We don't want to be in
the water with a pack of blues! Leave her. We'll call 911
from shore." His voice wavered as I had never heard it
before. Tom, my rock in many a jam, wobbly as I was.
I too lurched toward the bow to level the boat, and Ann's
hair came out in my hand. I threw the sodden mess from me
and hissed at Tom, "Dammit, man, I will not leave her to
the blues."
Tom's eyes slitted, his big flat face went paler than I'd
ever seen it. I was asking too much.
I lunged past him, grabbed the end of the anchor line,
yanked off my shoes, whacked Tom's shoulder and
croaked, "I'll get a loop around her. Take the rope to the
dock and pull her in. I'll swim."
He blinked. I shook his arm, put my face right up to
his, "Tom, just — do — it."
Tom said nothing. For an instant I thought he would swat
me overboard. But without a word, he stretched out to take
a full sweep with the oars and I slid hastily in. The
water was thin, didn't want to hold me up, wanted me
under. I could feel those torpedoes with teeth hurtling at
me. Why wasn't Tom moving? I slapped the transom of the
dink. "Tom!" He was frozen. I coiled up and shoved the
dink with my feet, "Tom! Go! Go!"
Down slashed the oars. The water leapt into foam. With a
crack, the little boat shot away. I prayed to the rope
flowing over the transom: Ogod, don't snag, don't snag,
and turned to save Ann.
By the time Tom reached the dock, I had a bowline around
her and was yelling for him to haul. Trailing the line, he
leaped from the dinghy, turned and hauled so fast his
hands were a blur. The rope came taut with a twang and a
bloom of spray. Ann's body surged away.
As I rolled into the fastestAustralian crawl I ever did,
my eyes took in the oncoming fishing boat and the geyser
of baitfish dancing above the razor jaws beneath.
Fishboat, baitfish, bluefish, me-charging for the fuel
dock.