She was going to get fired.
It was the last thing Kayanne could afford at the moment.
Financially or emotionally. She could think of nothing
more unfair after working so hard to pull herself out of
the gutter and back up on her own two feet than proving to
be a failure her very first day on the job.
Unless, of course, it was endangering another person's
life....
Where could that crazy old lady have wandered off to?
Kayanne scoured the perimeter of the nursing-home grounds
one more time and tried to calm herself.
Still no sign of Rose.
Maybe she had just gone for a little unauthorized walk.
Kayanne couldn't blame anyone for wanting to escape the
bland horror that was the Evening Star Retirement Manor.
She just didn't want it happening on her shift. Freshly
back in town after a ten-year hiatus, she'd felt compelled
to return to help her mother recover from a heart attack.
And to make a fresh start for herself.
Had she not so desperately needed any job to advance that
goal — even this dead-end one for which she had neither
the training nor, apparently, the aptitude — Kayanne would
have laughed at the thought of being terminated.
That particular word sent another wave of panic crashing
over her. A minimum-wage paycheck wasn't the only thing at
stake here. An eighty-year-old woman was lost and at the
mercy of fate.
Kayanne's imagination kicked into overdrive. Was Rose
ambling into the path of oncoming traffic this very
minute? Suffering heatstroke beneath the relentless summer
sun? Or hitching a ride out of town with some sicko? If
Mrs. Johansson was suffering from dementia, the
possibilities were endless.
Kayanne's gut twisted into a complicated knot. The stress
of the runway was nothing compared to being responsible
for another human being. Her first concern was, of course,
for Rose. Her second was to keep her position — and her
tenuous pride — intact without anyone else being the
wiser. After all, she'd only managed to land this lousy
job in the first place because the person who'd hired her
was desperate to find any warm body to fill the late-
afternoon/evening shift. And because he had no idea she
was the town pariah. It didn't hurt any that J. R. Lemire
usually let his hormones do his thinking for him. He'd
been so preoccupied with her outward attributes during the
interview that he'd scarcely taken the time to look over a
résumé that would be far more impressive at a NewYork
fashion house than a retirement home in Podunk, Wyoming.
Tossing a precautionary look over her shoulder, Kay-anne
bolted across the street and began searching the adjoining
neighborhood. Yard by yard.
Half a block later, she was on the verge of hysteria when
a high-pitched giggle caught her attention. The charming
scene unfolding on the veranda of some stranger's home
stopped Kayanne in her tracks.
And left her trembling with relief.
Were it not for the residual adrenaline playing havoc with
her nerves, she might have collapsed into a boneless pile
right there on the pavement. She couldn't believe that she
had worked herself into such a state over a flipping tea
party!
Suddenly in no mood for exchanging social pleasant-ries,
she threw open the front gate and marched up a neatly
groomed sidewalk with the same determination that Sherman
had advanced his army to the ocean. Stopping at the bottom
of the steps, she employed a voice that had on occasion
intimidated some of the best photographers in the business.
"Excuse me, but just what do you think you're doing?"
Ignoring the fire flashing in her caretaker's eyes, Rose
smiled sweetly and proceeded to offer up the obvious. "I'm
sharing a glass of iced tea with Mr. Evans. Would you care
to join us, dear?"
"No," Kayanne snapped, too frustrated to toss in so much
as a perfunctory thank you for the offer.
It boggled her mind that Rose had been so close all this
time. And was apparently in no mood to be rushed along.
The old lady dismissed Kayanne's petulance with a wave of
one hand. With the other, she held out her glass for a
refill.
The look of pleasure on her weathered face touched a heart
considered incorrigible by many claiming to know Kayanne.
She stared into a pair of twinkling blue eyes set in a
face lined by eight decades of life and caught a glimpse
of a young, wild Rose. Unnerved by the image, Kayanne
turned her ire on a more deserving target: her runaway's
unwitting partner in crime.
The man looked to be in his early thirties. Slim but not
slight, with an amiable, masculine face that stopped short
of being pretty, he sat on a cushioned wicker chair,
making it impossible for Kayanne to judge his height.
Positioned behind a laptop computer, he gave the
impression of being completely comfortable in his lightly
tanned skin.
He stirred in Kayanne a sense of barely restrained
fury. "Actually, I was directing the question to your
boyfriend, Ernest Hemingway."
She gestured dismissively at stacks of books piled about
the porch and bit her tongue to keep from asking what kind
of drivel he was in the process of writing.
The taunt only evoked a grin from him. That he appeared
pleased by the comparison drawn to the hard-drinking
author made Kayanne frown. That quick smile of his might
well disarm someone less cynical, but she had always been
more inclined to humor a bad boy sporting tattoos and an
attitude than a scholar who might take the time to indulge
a confused elderly woman who meandered into his yard.
"All apologies to Hemingway aside, I was just in the
middle of writing the great American novel when Mrs.
Johansson's unexpected visit distracted me," their
impromptu host volunteered in a voice that needed no
liquor to make it sound throaty and deep. It wrapped
around Kayanne's nerves like a designer silk scarf.
A self-effacing smile indicated that Rose's Mr. Evans
didn't take himself nearly as seriously as his words might
imply. Blushing to the roots of her silver-blue hair, Rose
lived up to her colorful name as she gurgled with pleasure.
"It's been a long time since any man found me a
distraction."
Kayanne rolled her eyes. This guy's antiquated charm might
work magic on the geriatric set, but it grated on her
already frayed nerves.
"Are you sure you wouldn't like a drink?" he asked
her. "I'd be happy to fix you something stronger than iced
tea if that makes any difference."
Kayanne bristled. "Why should it?" She wanted to know.
Was it possible that her reputation preceded her to such
an unlikely spot? Or did she have a scarlet A pinned to
her chest labeling her an alcoholic? One visible to
everyone but her.
"Maybe because you seem so frazzled that steam's coming
out of your ears," he explained.
An open smile remained affixed to his face in spite of
Kayanne's loud harrumph.
"You really are welcome to sit down and relax," he added,
rising and offering her his chair.
Kayanne was sorely tempted. Rose was safe and disinclined
to leave, the sun was sweltering, and Kayanne felt as rung
out as a rag doll. There were certainly worse things than
to unwind in the presence of someone so gracious. And good-
looking.
Spying an unopened bottle of whiskey perched on the porch
railing a respectable distance away from a pitcher of iced
tea beading in the afternoon sun, Kay-anne reminded
herself that she wasn't the best judge of character when
it came to men. Reigning in her edginess, she did her best
to don a more professional manner. It wasn't easy
considering how the receding surge of adrenaline left her
feeling as contentious as a boxer.
"I'm working," she said tersely. As if that had ever
stopped her from having a drink before.
"Me, too," their host said, flashing her a wicked grin
before picking up his own glass and taking a long,
satisfying swig.
Kayanne caught the faintest whiff of alcohol. She
swallowed hard. When, if ever, would temptation loosen its
stranglehold on her? She stuck a hand deep into the pocket
of her standard-issue smock to connect with the touchstone
that kept her grounded day by day.
And moment by moment.
Her six-month sobriety token was more precious to her than
diamonds. It was a physical reminder of how far she had
come. And how far she had left to go.
Humbled by her ignominious descent and working on her
recovery, she cautioned herself to be on the alert for the
kind of behaviors that had caused her to stumble in the
first place. She had no business entertaining any thoughts
whatsoever about the opposite sex when her sobriety, not
to mention her job, was on such shaky ground. Certain that
she simply needed to apply the same focus and drive that
had launched her career as a successful model to the task
at hand, Kayanne set about thwarting any troublemaker who
dared to interfere with her attempt to act responsibly.
"I guess unannounced visitors saunter into your front yard
wearing their pajamas every day, Mr. Evans," she said,
trying not to sound shrill. "Did it ever occur to you that
it might be a good idea to call the nursing home next door
and report a missing person to the staff there?"
"Call me Dave," he suggested, offering her his hand by way
of a belated introduction. "And, no, actually it didn't.
Since I just recently moved in, I don't know one neighbor
from another, which I assumed Mrs. Johansson to be."
Rose pursed her lips. "I am your neighbor, and I'm not
missing. I'm exactly where I want to be."
Duly chastised, Kayanne succumbed to courtesy by accepting
the man's outstretched hand. Just under six feet tall, she
seldom had the pleasure of looking people in the eyes, let
alone of having to look up to meet such a rough and hungry
gaze. Or of feeling such an alarming jolt of sexual energy
from the exchange of a simple handshake. Telling herself
that the absolute last thing she needed to screw up her
progress was a sexual interest, she withdrew her hand and
anchored it firmly to one hip.
"You can call me Kayanne."
"Like hot pepper?" he asked without any apparent malice.
"Pronounced the same as the spice but spelled with a K."