Excerpt of Lies That Bind by Barbara McMahon

APRIL JEFFRIES HUNG UP the phone and crawled back into bed. She was more miserable than she'd ever felt in her life. Pulling the covers up to her ears, she closed her eyes, and tried to ignore her aching body and focus instead on the phone conversation she'd just had.

What a shock to hear from Eliza Shaw! They had been closer than sisters while growing up as foster children in the small Mississippi town of Maraville. Separated when they were teenagers, they'd had no contact in twelve years. April had put her childhood memories in storage — the good and the bad — and left the United States seven years ago to embark on a new life in Paris.

She'd thought she had it all back then, a wonderful husband, promising career, glamorous lifestyle.

One out of three wasn't bad. She'd made it to the top in an increasingly competitive field. A well-known model who commanded high fees to showcase the latest creations of the world's leading designers, April had to partially credit her playboy second husband, Jean-Paul Sartain, for her success.At least he'd done her some good before he'd broken her heart by turning to another woman.

Restless, she pushed away the covers, wishing someone was around to fix her some hot soup. But her friends all thought she was still in Marrakech. She should have called someone when she got back to Paris a couple of days ago.

But there was no way she was going to feel sorry for herself, not when Eliza had called her. There had been several messages on her answering machine when she'd returned home, and at last they'd actually talked to each other. The years had dropped away as if they'd been together only yesterday.

April smiled despite feeling so ill. It had been wonderful to hear from her foster sister. Not that Eliza's news had been good. Maddie Oglethorpe, their former foster mother, had suffered a stroke and was in the hospital. While her doctor was cautiously optimistic, Maddie was still at risk for a second stroke. And recovery would be a long process.

Eliza had urged April to return to her former hometown. April's initial inclination was to say no. Even under the best of circumstances, she had never envisioned herself returning to Maraville. She'd never felt she belonged there. But as Eliza kept talking, memories came rushing back. Maddie, Eliza and Jo, Maddie's third foster child, were the only family April had ever known. Because of Jo's lies, the family tie they'd tenuously shared had been broken. Now Eliza wanted them to reconnect.

But return to Maraville? April wasn't sure she could face the ghosts.

She had told Eliza how sick she was. When she felt better she would make a decision. But how long would it take to get over this bug she'd picked up in Marrakech?

If she did go back to Maraville, she wouldn't have to stay for long, a few days at most. Catch up with Eliza, pay a few visits to Maddie. Much as April had railed against the rules her foster mother had laid down when the girls were teenagers, she couldn't deny Maddie had done her best for the three of them. April could make a quick trip and then resume her life in France.

For years she'd missed Eliza and Jo. Granted, she now had plenty of friends in Paris and Cannes, but not old friends who had known her as a child. Not close friends to whom she could tell anything.

And if she were honest, she missed Maddie, too. The thought surprised her. April remembered the endless arguments she'd had with Maddie about her hair, her clothes, her makeup. Maddie had been older than most of her friends' mothers, and April had constantly brought up the age difference. Maddie was from the dinosaur age. She didn't have a clue what everyone was wearing.

April had also resented Maddie for a deeper reason. When she was very young, April had blamed the woman for taking her mother's place. April didn't know who her parents were, but she'd believed that if Maddie hadn't taken her in as a foster child, maybe her own relatives would have stepped up to claim her.

As an adult, April could see that possibility was unlikely. One foster home was as good as another to the state of Mississippi. If she hadn't been sent to Maddie's, she would have gone elsewhere.

April cringed a little as she thought back to arguments. Maddie had done her best in dealing with girls who resented her kindness and fought against the system, Maddie and even each other from time to time.

In retrospect, April had to admit that often Maddie had been right. She would have regretted dying her blond hair purple, or piercing her nose.

Snuggling back down beneath the warm duvet, she frowned. Living with Maddie had not been awful. There were a lot of fond memories. Slowly she let the images unfold. The happy times when the three girls were younger, their early years in school, picnics along the riverbank, learning to ride a two-wheeler.

No, it hadn't been bad, and April might have been happier if she hadn't focused so much on yearning to discover who her real family was instead of appreciating the one she had. She had desperately wished that one day a happy couple would drive up in a luxury limousine and claim her. They'd tell her the separation had been some horrific mistake, and they'd been searching for her all her life. How many hours had she spent dreaming that fantasy? And resented Maddie for keeping her from her parents.

ELIZA HAD KNOWN her parents were dead. Her mother had died when Eliza was four, and her father before that. Jo's parents had been druggies, her father in jail for attempted murder of her mother. Maybe it was better to have the fantasy than reality, April thought.

She'd been abandoned as an infant, and Maddie had taken her in when she was only three months old. Taken April in and raised her until the State of Mississippi had abruptly moved the three girls to separate foster homes.

April had missed Eliza and Jo so much when they'd been separated. She rubbed her fingertips, remembering the day they'd become blood sisters. Whose dumb idea had that been? Yet it had sealed their own friendship as nothing else could have. How could she have let so many years go by without making an effort to find them?

Despite the close tie with her foster sisters and her reluctant respect for her foster mother, April had always felt a compelling need to find her biological family. She was registered with several Internet sites of adopted children looking for biological parents. Not that she'd been adopted, but if there was a chance her mother might be looking for her, she wanted to be out there.

It was harder to do research from France. Her schedule was hectic, and beyond the adoption sites, her knowledge of tracing people was very limited. Over the years, she'd learned to deal with the disappointment of reaching dead ends, but always in the back of her mind was the question of why her parents had left her behind.

Maybe it was time to go back to Maraville and reconnect with the only family she had known. Now that she'd talked to Eliza, April longed to see her again.

Of course, if she decided to visit Mississippi, she'd have to rearrange her schedule, have her agent clear her calendar so she could spend a few weeks in the U.S.

Too exhausted to worry about details, she turned over and drifted to sleep, thinking about Maraville. Whoever would have thought she'd feel nostalgic for a place she'd never liked.

TWO WEEKS LATER April stepped off the airplane in New Orleans, the closest airport to Maraville. Walking into the terminal from the gate, she glanced around. Eliza had said she'd look for her at the baggage carousel.

"April!" An excited voice called her name.

A smile lit April's face as she turned and recognized her old friend, the sister of her heart.

"Eliza." April rushed over to hug her. The years dropped away instantly, and they were once again like two teenagers, hugging, pulling back to look at each other, squealing. April felt close to tears.

"Oh my God, I can't believe you're finally here," Eliza said. "You don't look any different from the last time I saw you. You're gorgeous! It's so good to see you." She hugged April hard.

"What have you been doing all this time? I like your shorter hair. You look fabulous. I can't believe I'm here, either." April felt like laughing and dancing and holding on to her friend so they'd never be parted again. They had had several transatlantic telephone calls to catch up on the highlights of their lives, but that hadn't been enough. April knew they'd be talking for days.

"Welcome back to Mississippi," a deep male voice said.

April looked beyond Eliza and saw Cade Bennett.

He'd been Eliza's main squeeze when they were in high school. That had ended right before the three teenagers had been separated. Now they were back together.

"Cade? Cade Bennett!" Releasing Eliza, she reached out to hug him. "You're looking fine." She'd always thought he was one of the best-looking guys in their high school. Eliza had been lucky to date him back then.

He hugged her back, then let go. A slow smile lit his face as he looked at Eliza.

"I drove Eliza in to get you," he said.

"We're engaged." Eliza flashed a diamond ring in April's face.

"I thought you said —"

"As of a couple of days ago," Eliza broke in. "Let's get your luggage and head for home. It's a long story. I'll tell you all about it later."

"Glad you're sparing my ears," Cade said, taking Eliza's hand in his, lacing their fingers.

When they were on the highway heading for Maraville, April leaned forward from the back seat. "Tell me about Maddie. Your last phone call said she was out of the ICU and into a regular room. How much longer before she gets out of the hospital altogether?"

"A few weeks, according to her doctor," Eliza told her.

"They're still trying to find the right dose of blood- pressure medication to reduce the chance of another stroke. The physical therapist is working to get her mobile again, and she also has a speech therapist. She really can't talk at all, only garbled sounds. It's called aphasia," Eliza explained. "But she seems to understand everything we say."

"She's doing better than originally expected," Cade added.

"I know," Eliza agreed, "but it's still awful to see her so ill. Remember how indomitable she seemed?"

"Of course, General Attila," April said drily.

Eliza smiled. "She's older now. Seems frail. You'll be surprised when you see her." She squeezed April's hand. "But tell me about you. Are you better?"

April leaned back and sighed softly. "Not entirely. I have no energy. The doctor said I'm fine, but what does he know. Anyway, I figure I can laze around and do nothing here as easily as Paris. My agent rearranged some of my assignments, got me out of a couple due to illness. I may have to take a few naps. Darn it, I hate being so lethargic all the time."

"There's not a lot to do here except visit Maddie," Eliza said. "It's when she comes home that I may need help. So rest up. You can stay awhile, right?"

"For a few weeks anyway. When are you two getting married?"

"When I know Maddie will be okay on her own."

"Unless we move up the date and take care of Maddie together," Cade said.