"My lord--" Fitzleger tried to interrupt again, but this
time Anatole refused to let him.
"And I don't want any woman with flame-colored hair. It
can be black, brown, blond, even gray. Anything but red."
"But, my lord--"
"She shouldn't be delicate. I prefer a full-figured woman,
a little plump with wide hips and ample breasts."
"Shall I take a string with me to measure?" Fitzleger
managed to break in at last. His soft laughter irritated
Anatole. "My lord, this is not how it works."
"Then, would you mind explaining to me just how the devil
it does work?"
"I work by an instinct as unexplainable as your own
abilities. When I am in the presence of your bride, I will
just know her. Like the magic of a divining rod being
attracted to a precious metal."
"My own divining rod has attracted me to the beds of some
of the wenches in the village. But that doesn't mean any
of them would make me a suitable wife."
"That is lust, my lord. We are talking something far
different here, and you know that. You must place your
trust in me. I will find you your one true bride."
"If she is my true bride, she will be all the things I
listed off for you."
"That's as may be, my lord."
"That's as it will be, curse it!" Anatole smacked his fist
against his palm. "I am free to choose the horse, the gun,
even the dog that suits me. Am I to have no say in the
selection of my wife? Damnation!"
"I understand how hard this must be," Fitzleger
soothed. "To relinquish control of such a personal matter
to another man. But I have done well for your family in
the past. I found your grandmother for your grandfather
when I was scarce more thana lad. And they enjoyed a long,
happy union. Likewise your uncles and cousins. The only
bride in this family I did not select was--"
Fitzleger broke off. Looking uncomfortable, he cleared his
throat.
"You did not select my mother," Anatole finished for
him. "I need no reminder of that."
The image of his mother was indelibly burned in his mind
even though it had been nineteen years since her death. He
could still clearly see her pale face with its fine bone
structure, her faery gold hair, but it was her eyes that
he thought would haunt him forever.
A boy should see only love in his mother's eyes, not
terror.
"I am sorry, my lord." Fitzleger's voice snapped Anatole
back to the present. "I did not mean to distress you by
raising up ghosts from the past."
"No one has to raise the ghosts around here, Fitzleger.
They manage quite well on their own."
Anatole forced his mind back to the subject at
hand. "There has to be more than one woman in England that
comes close to meeting the requirements I listed for you.
I see no reason you can't confine your divining amongst
them."
"But, my lord--" Fitzleger shot Anatole a pained glance,
though he seemed to realize the futility of further
argument. Heaving a long sigh, he said, "Very well, my
lord. I shall do the best I can to find you such a woman."
"Good. When will you commence your search? I want this
matter settled before next summer is out."
"My lord is that eager?"
"No, my lord merely doesn't want to be plagued with a
wedding when the shooting is good."
Fitzleger's mouth quirked in a wry smile. "Of course not.
One would not wish your lordship to be inconvenienced. I
can see I'd best commence my search immediately. I shall
set out for London tomorrow."
"London!" Anatole fairly spat the word. "You'll find no
bride for me there! Amongst a parcel of town-bred chits
who want to do nothing but shop and gossip the livelong
day."
"I am sure there are women of good sense to be found in
London as well as anywhere else, and that is where my
instinct tells me to go." Setting aside his wineglass,
Fitzleger struggled to his feet. "Fortunately my eldest
daughter is married to a city merchant. I will stay with
her while I seek out your bride. Then when I have found
her, I will send for you."
"That you bloody well won't. I've never set foot in
London, and I don't intend to. That city has always proved
a curse to St. Legers."
"It is true that unfortunate things have happened to some
of your ancestors--"
"Our ancestors," Anatole reminded him with a certain grim
relish.
Fitzleger's gaze shifted involuntarily to the portrait of
Lord Prospero, as did Anatole's. The old rogue seemed to
smirk at them, and both men were quick to look away.
"But I don't believe in any sort of a London curse,"
Fitzleger continued. "If you don't come to the city, how
will you court your bride?"
"You woo her for me. We can have the wedding by proxy."
"What!" Fitzleger's jaw dropped open in dismay.
"If I don't get to select the blasted chit, I don't see
any reason why I should court her."
"My lord, you cannot possibly mean to marry without
meeting the lady first."
"Why not? You said I could place all my trust in you,
Bride Finder."
"Yes, but--but--"
"Besides, I'm not a man formed by nature or temperament
for wooing."
"But, my lord, these are not medieval times. No gently
bred lady of good family will consent to marry you, sight
unseen."
"Why not, if she is already destined to be my bride?"
"Even destiny must be helped along a little, my son."
"That is your task, is it not? I don't doubt you'll wax
eloquent enough on my behalf, and I am prepared to offer a
very generous settlement."
Fitzleger looked shocked. "You cannot buy a wife, my lord."
"Of course you can. It is done all the time. Just find
some female of little fortune, and you can dazzle her with
the size of my estates and income. You may even appall her
with a description of my appearance and delightful
disposition. But there is one thing you will not tell her."
"And what is that, my lord?"
"Anything about my rather unique heritage."
"Do you think such concealment wise, my lord? I mean--"
Fitzleger hesitated, then said diffidently, "I fear that
is the same mistake your father made."
"No, my father was very frank with my mother before they
wed. Since my father possessed so little of the family
gifts, I believe my mother found the whole St. Leger
history rather romantic ... at least until I was born.
"But we aren't discussing my mother. We are talking about
my own wife. Do you think any woman in her right mind
would marry me, knowing who and what I am? No! My bride
shall remain in ignorance until I determine the best time
to enlighten her."
"But how will you keep such a secret? She will be bound to
hear some rumors from people in the village or your own
servants."
"None will dare if I command otherwise," Anatole said
fiercely.
"But there is one here that you don't command." Fitzleger
gestured uneasily toward the portrait that dominated the
hall.
Anatole grimaced. "Yes, well, fortunately that one will
confine his whispering to this part of the castle. I will
simply forbid my bride ever to come here."
"My lord, this is not good. To begin a marriage cloaked in
such secrecy."
"Nonetheless it shall be as I say." Anatole folded his
arms across his chest. "We do it my way, or we don't do it
at all."
Anatole had rarely seen signs of distress in the placid
Fitzleger. But now the little clergyman raked his hands
back through his snowy tufts of hair. When he tried to don
his cloak, he appeared so agitated, Anatole had to move to
help him.
"Not good. Not good," Fitzleger murmured over and over
again. "These are hard conditions you set, my lord. Very
hard. I don't even know how I shall remember all your
instructions."
"Ah, that is why I had the forethought to set them down on
paper." Bending down, Anatole reached inside his boot and
produced the small roll of parchment he had tucked there
hours before.
Unfurling it, he checked it himself one last time before
handing it over to Fitzleger. Of course, since he had
inked out his commands earlier that afternoon, it said
nothing about his ban against the chit having red hair.
But Fitzleger could surely remember that much.
The rest was all there ... the sturdy limbs, the ample
bosom, the good horsemanship, the plain face, the
practical mind, the courage. Yes, most of all the courage.
Lest she be frightened to death.
The thought no sooner entered Anatole's mind than, as if
on cue, a chill passed through him, an icy blast of air
that caused the candles to flicker.
The parchment flew out of his hand, snatched away by
invisible fingers. Anatole heard a soft mocking laugh. He
tensed for a moment, then cursed. Pursuing the fluttering
paper, he tromped down upon it with his boot just in time
to save it from being whisked into the blazing hearth.
As suddenly as it had come, the wind stopped. The candles
resumed their normal, steady glow. Compressing his lips
together, Anatole bent down to retrieve the parchment.
He straightened to find Fitzleger staring about him with
wide eyes. The old man did not look frightened, only a
little unnerved.
"Was that him?" he asked in hushed tones.
"That devil Prospero. Who else?" Anatole glared at the
rogue's portrait. Prospero's black eyes mocked him back.
Anatole let out a mouth-filling oath. "It would be a
wonderful thing, Fitzleger. To have ancestors that when
one bid them 'rest in peace,' they had the courtesy to do
so."
That silky taunting laughter echoed through the hall again.
Fitzleger sighed and laid his hand upon Anatole's
sleeve. "My poor boy. You are the one I wish I could offer
some peace from all of this."
"Peace?" Anatole gave a bitter laugh. "I don't expect that
until I die. And given that I'm a St. Leger, probably not
even then."
Taking Fitzleger's hand, he upended the clergyman's palm
and slapped the parchment into it. "No, old man. There's
only one thing you can do for me."
With a single flash of his eyes, Anatole opened the
cloister door.
"Go," he commanded. "Find me a bride."