They called him Buddy. He was seldom seen and only spoken
of in whispers.
I could recall the first time I saw him, I was just
a toddler. I had crawled to the top of the stairs. He was
skittering in and out of rooms, closing doors softly behind
him.
Clad in white cotton pajamas, he smiled, then seemed
to float over to me. taking me up in his long graceful
hands, he petted my head like I was a puppy, then kissed my
cheek and smiled.
"Mattie, where are you?" Mrs. Benton's voice
ruptured the silence.
I looked to the top of the stairs and saw her red
curly head bobbing upward. Little by little, her whole self
came into view. Grumbling beneath her breath, she walked to
us and tore me from his arms.
"Leave her alone, buddy," she said angrily.
He stood with his arms outstretched, then hugged his
shoulders as he rocked back and forth.
As we descended the stairway, I looked up and saw
him fluttering his fingertips at me.
I seldom saw Buddy. When I did, he would be peeking
from behind a door, his hand held to his cheek, waving his
long slender fingers in my direction.
He had bony shoulders with noodle-like arms dangling
to his knees. He would be frightening with his stiff orange
hair poking out in all directions, but he had a melancholic
glow in his deep set eyes.
He never talked, but as I grew older, I was certain
he understood.
But on those weekly visits to Mrs. Benton's house,
while Buster parked the car, I would see the upstairs
curtain shiver. As sure as clockwork when I was finished
with my bread pudding and went to stand in the doorway,
lovely piano music would ooze down through the ceiling
above.
I wondered why he stayed on the second floor and if
he had a family. I tried listening to Mrs. Benton and
Buster, but they never talked about him.
When the visit with Mrs. Benton was ended, no one
touched. Buster and I shuffled to the car parked at the
curb. He would grumble beneath his breath as the engine
first sputtered and shook before it caught and started.
I always looked to the second floor window and
waited for the twitching of the lace curtain, knowing Buddy
was there smiling and waving to me as the old Ford bounced
down the crumbling street.