Chapter 1
"Thatta girl. Come on, just one more push! I can almost
see the head."
Skye squatted a few feet away from the birthing mother,
issuing frequent and enthusiastic encouragement. The labor
had been progressing steadily over the past hour. The
delivery was now imminent.
"Here it comes!" she exclaimed, surging forward in her
excitement.
Three pairs of hands pulled her back.
"Are you out of your mind?" her sister Amber asked in an
exasperated voice. "That is a huge panther, you know. She
could take your head off."
Unable to contain her happy smile, she glanced at Amber
and gave a little shrug. "I can't help it—Aurora's
finally about to have her cubs!"
She watched Amber roll her golden eyes and catch the gaze
of her husband, Gabriel. He just grinned and glanced
knowingly at Caleb, the third set of hands who had hauled
her back and away from Aurora. As her Gloresti, Caleb was
the Estilorian charged with Skye's protection. She was the
first to admit that she didn't make it easy for him.
But how was she supposed to just remain still when her
sister Olivia's closest animal friend was giving birth? It
was such an important time, and Olivia was still away on her
honeymoon. Aurora needed their support.
Just then, a small form emerged from where Aurora
crouched over a pile of leaves. Tears filled Skye's eyes as
she watched the cub slide free and onto the natural bedding.
"Oh my goodness!" she breathed, bringing her hands to her
mouth. Emotion flooded her.
Aurora turned to lick the cub clean. No bigger than two
hands, the baby panther was dark in coloring, like its sire.
Titan, the black male panther, sat still as a statue a few
feet from Aurora. Skye knew Caleb was watching the
unpredictable tom with a wary eye. Only Olivia and James,
Olivia's Gloresti and now her husband, had the ability to
mentally connect with the animals. While Aurora had been a
companion of theirs since they transitioned to the
Estilorian plane, Titan was a new and relatively unknown
addition to their family circle.
"I wonder if it's a boy or a girl," Skye said, tilting
her head as if she'd be able to determine the gender just by
looking at the cub from a different angle.
"We'll just let Lucas tell us that when Aurora's had some
time to recover," Gabriel said in his calm voice. He and
Amber shared the same human southern accent, and it made
itself known in his careful drawl.
Lucas sat a few feet away in case Aurora ended up needing
his assistance. Responsible for caring for the panthers, he
was highly skilled in the ways of animals and had grown
rather attached to the two cats since their arrival at
"Estilorian Central," the Estilorians' hidden and protected
main base. Now, his lavender eyes flickered up and caught
Skye's cheerful gaze. His face lit with a brief answering
smile, the effect of the flash of his white teeth rather
remarkable against his dark skin. As usual for him, he was
dressed in a toga, this one black and gold.
Not long after the first cub arrived, Aurora resumed her
pacing. She occasionally made sounds in her throat that
tugged at Skye. She imagined the pain must be awful.
"Looks like another one's coming," Amber observed.
Glancing beside her, Skye considered her normally
stalwart sister's expression. It was even more somber than
usual. When Gabriel reached over and ran his hand along
Amber's back, she realized that her sister was worried.
Her intuition kicking in, Skye nodded to herself. "You're
thinking that in a few more months, that's going to be you."
Amber was nearly four months pregnant. Frowning, she
replied, "I won't be squatting over some leaves, for
heaven's sake."
That image made Skye laugh.
"Is it very painful?" Caleb asked from his position
behind Skye. When they all glanced at him, he clarified,
"Giving birth."
Skye winced before looking back at Amber, who scowled.
Gabriel cleared his throat and answered, "It's no walk in
the park, but we're going to make sure Amber is as
comfortable as possible."
"Yeah," Amber said dryly. "With no drugs or anything
available here like they have on the human plane. Great."
"Drugs?" Caleb asked, obviously at a loss.
Where Amber, Olivia and Skye were half–human and
had grown up on the human plane for the first eighteen years
of their lives, and Gabriel was full Estilorian but had also
experienced eighteen years of life on the human plane as he
relearned human emotions, they all occasionally forgot how
different things were between the human and Estilorian
planes of existence.
Skye again looked at her Gloresti, someone she had come
to think of as much more than just a protector since her
transition to the Estilorian plane
five–and–a–half months ago. His brows were
drawn into a puzzled frown over the dark blue eyes that
marked him as a Gloresti. The expression did nothing to
distract from what she considered his
off–the–charts "hot" factor. His long, curly
brown hair, distinctive facial features and
tan–edging–toward–mocha skin tone gave him
the appearance of what a human might call multi–racial
heritage. On this plane, since Estilorians couldn't
reproduce as humans did, he was simply the result of the
efforts of an extremely talented Scultresti, who created
Caleb's Estilorian form when he transitioned to this plane.
His muscular arms were now crossed over his broad chest, the
black tank top he wore leaving his fine physique open to
Skye's scrutiny. Even though the specially–cut tank
tops were very common apparel among Estilorians, only Caleb
consistently caused her to all but gape when she didn't
focus on not doing so.
"Drugs are a kind of human medicine," Gabriel explained
to Caleb. "They alter a human's physical and sometimes
mental state, depending on the drug's purpose."
"They give such things to birthing mothers?" Caleb asked,
his tone filled with disbelief.
"To relieve their pain," Skye hastily explained when she
saw Amber's eyes narrow. "I mean, think about it. A woman
has to squeeze something the size of a large melon out of
something the size of a, well, a lemon, I guess. Her body
has to make some rather violent changes for that to happen."
Caleb's frown disappeared as he placed that into
perspective. An eyebrow rose instead. He looked from Aurora,
who continued to pace agitatedly, to Amber, who was watching
the panther.
"I'll bet you're glad that it isn't the male who bears
the children," he said to Gabriel after a moment.
Skye couldn't stop the giggle that his comment caused.
When Amber glared at her, she slapped her hand over her
mouth. Gabriel shifted in obvious discomfort over the topic,
wearing a chagrined expression. Running a hand through his
dark, wavy hair, he remained wisely silent.
"Well, don't think I'm going to lie there absorbing all
of this wonderful pain I'm going to experience without
projecting it anywhere," Amber snapped, crossing her arms
over her chest.
Since she and Gabriel shared a mental connection due to
the fact that they were avowed—the Estilorian
equivalent to bound forever—it was no idle threat.
Gabriel, the supremely powerful leader and eldest member of
the Gloresti class, paled like a youth facing his first
battle.
Skye bit her lip to keep herself from laughing again.
Then she noticed Aurora squatting and returned her attention
to the ongoing birth right in front of her.
"Here comes the next one!" she declared.
Once again, when she moved forward, three pairs of hands
pulled her back.
"I just want to see it better," she complained, but
returned to her position without arguing further.
The second cub proved to be the last in the litter. After
Aurora had cleaned the two cubs and Lucas changed out the
leaves with clean bedding for the panther family, he
conducted a quick check of the cubs' genders while Aurora
and Titan watched.
"We have one male and one female," he informed them.
Skye was so excited she couldn't sit still. Jumping to
her feet, she clapped her hands to express her happiness.
"Olivia is going to be beside herself!" she declared.
"Oh—I wonder if she'll let me name one."
As Gabriel also got up and then assisted Amber to her
feet, her sister said, "You know you'd just name it after
some Disney character."
Blushing, Skye argued, "No, I wouldn't." Okay, so maybe
she had been thinking that Simba and Nala would be cute
names for a cat. Was that so criminal?
"Well, I'm glad the happy family is doing so well,"
Gabriel said, reaching over to put an arm around Amber's
waist. "But I'm beat. It's got to be nearly two in the
morning."
Amber let out a yawn to express her agreement. Although
she had recently stopped growing as tired every day as she
used to earlier in her pregnancy, it was quite late for all
of them. She looked exhausted.
"I just want a couple more minutes with Aurora," Skye
said, glancing at the new mother where her cubs were
squirming under her belly in search of their first meal.
Gabriel glanced at Caleb. Skye imagined they were sharing
a thought. Ever since she, Amber and Olivia had quite
accidentally, but very meaningfully, exchanged vows of
friendship and commitment as a group with Gabriel, James and
Caleb, the three males had all been able to send each other
thoughts. Similarly, Skye could now send thoughts to her
sisters whenever she wanted. She actually thought it was
rather cool, even if it did occasionally infringe on her
privacy when she wasn't guarding her thoughts closely
enough.
When Caleb gave Gabriel a brief nod, she knew she had
been right.
"Okay then," Gabriel said. He gave Skye one of his
charming smiles. "‘Night, sis."
Unable to resist smiling back, she replied, "Good night,
you two."
She watched them for a moment as they walked away. Amber
brought her arm up and put it around his waist, as well. The
two of them had been best friends on the human plane. That
had blossomed into much more over their six years together
living in the same foster home, and now they were married
and avowed, as connected as they could possibly get.
Especially in light of Amber's history of emotional
detachment formed after multiple displacements before the
age of twelve, their connection was nothing less than a
miracle, Skye thought. She got a tremendous amount of joy
watching the two of them together.
When they were out of sight, she turned back to Aurora.
Squatting again, she said, "You did a wonderful job, naruya.
I know Olivia wanted to be here with you when this time
finally came, but I'll keep every moment up here to share
with her when she gets back." She tapped the side of her
head.
She watched the new family quietly for a few more
minutes, her smile never fading. Because she sensed Caleb
staring at her, she resisted the urge to reach out and pet
the panther. Although she felt perfectly safe doing so, her
Gloresti tended to overreact to such things.
"I'll come and check on you in the morning," she finally
promised, standing back up. Then she tilted her head and
considered her own words. "Well, later this morning, I
guess," she clarified, amused with herself. Then she turned
and caught Caleb's gaze. "Okay. Thanks for waiting with me."
He nodded. Unlike her, he was generally a being of few
words. Somehow, she found that trait rather comforting.
They walked in silence, heading back toward the bedrooms
that the Estilorian's hospitality class, the Lekwuesti, had
prepared for them while they stayed at Central. Not
surprisingly, they didn't encounter anyone once they entered
the building housing their rooms. The hallways, lit by balls
of light that bounced against the ceiling and followed their
progress as they walked, were quiet. Skye could hear the
swish of Caleb's long hair, pulled into a ponytail, brushing
the back of his tank as he turned to glance in all
directions, ever vigilant.
Then he surprised her with a question. "What's a Disney
character?"
"Um. What?" She could feel her face heating and prayed
she hadn't heard him correctly.
"Your sisters have referenced Disney movies and Disney
characters in regards to some of the things you've said. I'm
curious to know what they are."
She considered saying that she couldn't tell him.
Estilorians as a whole were largely ignorant of the ways of
modern humans, having lived on this separate plane of
existence for over two millennia. The elders of each class
had agreed over time to limit how much information was
shared about human culture because there were many things
that could not—and should not—be replicated on
this plane. Keeping such details quiet was one of the
earliest things impressed upon Skye and her sisters, who all
remembered very clearly what life had been like on the human
plane at the time of their transition.
"Hmm," she stalled, struggling not to fidget under his
thoughtful gaze. "Well, I've told you about movies, before I
knew I shouldn't."
"Yes."
She sighed. "Disney movies—the ones my sisters call
me out on all the time—are kind of like fairytales put
into movie format."
"Fairytales?"
How did one explain such things to an Estilorian? Until
she and her sisters, along with Gabriel, had transitioned
here, emotion had been all but unknown to most Estilorians.
They had learned only after separating themselves from
humanity for the sake of protecting humans from themselves
that all they had known of emotions had been left on the
human plane. Sure, they were relearning those emotions now
that she and her sisters were here and could teach them, but
some things were just about impossible to explain without
some point of reference.
Finally, she hazarded, "Uh, well, I guess you could
consider fairytales fictional stories with heroes and
heroines who face challenges and overcome them. There's
always a happy ending and usually some kind of love story."
He considered this in silence for a full minute. Then he
said, "Why is it your sisters seem scornful of these movies
and characters?"
Glad to note that they were getting close to their rooms,
she fiddled with the end of her long braid and shrugged.
"Amber and Olivia are both more realistic than I am," she
admitted. "They know that life doesn't always have a happy
ending."
"And you don't?"
They had reached the door to her room, which adjoined
James' empty bedroom on one side and Caleb's on the other.
He paused with his hand on the handle to her door, holding
her gaze.
"I..." she trailed off and looked down. "I just think
life is easier if you always believe the best is going to
happen. What's the harm in hoping for a happy ending?"
When he didn't comment, but instead entered her room and
opened his senses to check for any danger, she withheld
another sigh. She entered behind him when he waved her in
and closed her door behind her. She expected him to continue
into his room once he verified hers was clear. Instead, he
walked over and stopped directly in front of her. Her eyes
widened in surprise and question.
"You shouldn't allow yourself to feel foolish for being
an optimist," he said.
And as she watched him turn and walk to his bedroom, she
thought with quite a bit of amazement that it was the nicest
unsolicited thing he had ever said to her.