Chapter One
To: [email protected]
From: [email protected]
Re: Papa
Date: 01/03 16:04:04
Dear Professor B,
I'm so upset about Papa. I have to remember to breathe
while I'm typing. I know you were worried when he didn't
show up yesterday. Papa really likes your memoir-writing
class and there was no way he would have missed that
session, not with it being his turn to read. Wait a
minute. I have to breathe again. Okay, I'm okay now. You
probably figured Papa was having one of his weak spells
that he gets when his pressure goes down and that I
decided to stay home with him. Let me tell you, professor,
I almost wish that was true.
What really happened is Papa just disappeared. I swear to
God, none of us seen him since he went up to bed Monday
night. When I hollered to him yesterday to get ready for
the class, he didn't answer. And he had made me promise to
get him up early so he could practice reading his essay,
you know? He wanted to read good in front of the class. So
I went up to see if he was okay, you know? I have to take
a deep breath when I get to this next part. He wasn't in
his room. The gray slacks and blue plaid shirt I got him
for Christmas that I put out for him to wear to the class
were still on the chair. His galoshes and his navy blue
down jacket with the hood were gone. He wasn't in the
bathroom either. My brother Leo lives downstairs from me
and my daughter, Mary, and Papa. Leo came up and we looked
everywhere, even on the roof, you know, where his pigeons
used to be. Remember I was telling you how sometimes he
would go up there and just walk around. But Papa wasn't
there. Papa wasn't anywhere. He was just gone. Like them
damn pigeons.
Finally me and Leo reported Papa missing. I was crying the
whole time we talked to the officer. He said Papa must
have wandered off, so they're putting his picture in the
paper and in stores in the neighborhood and sending out
his description. That detective made it sound like Papa
has Alzheimers. Like I told you Dominic Tomaselli can be a
pain in the butt and he does get depressed sometimes. But
demented he isn't. So anyway I'm supposed to stay home in
case he calls or wanders back. I'm trying not to think
about how cold it is outside. Anyway I'll be missing my
Cultures and Values class with you today too. Hopefully
Papa'll show up soon, and I'll make it to the next class.
I'll let you know. Meanwhile, I have to remember to
breathe deep and pray hard.
Flora Giglio
"Poor Flora. She has stress related asthma, but she
hyperventilates even when things are going well. This
might push her over the edge. Where could that sweet old
man have gone?" I muttered. I had addressed this query to
myself, but, seated at her desk not two feet away from
mine, my officemate Wendy could not help overhearing.
"What sweet old man? Listen Bel, now that you've finally
weaned yourself off estrogen, if you're going to start
babbling to your computer, we're going to have to rethink
this cozy arrangement." She looked up from the business
section of the New York Times and gestured around her at
the claustrophobic cubicle that she and I had shared since
the seventies when we'd both joined the English Department
at River Edge Community College in Jersey City, New
Jersey. We also shared this "closet" with Thelma and
Louise, two feisty philodendrons that thrived on our
windowsill despite decades of sporadic watering and long
outgrown pots. Their vines meandered over Wendy's
cluttered desktop and would have encroached on the
pristine surface of mine except that they knew better.
Ignoring her dig, I passed Wendy the jar of M&M's I kept
on my side of the divide, and she helped herself to a
handful. "Better than estrogen, right?" she
quipped. "Maybe if I eat enough chocolate the fact that my
IRA has been shrinking like cotton undies in the dryer
won't seem so important," she said. The curve of her grin
softened her drawn features. "Jeez, Bel, you've completely
interrupted my efforts to calculate how old I'll have to
be before I can retire on what's left of my portfolio."
She pushed the newspaper away as she spoke. "So, what
sweet little old man were you just ranting about?" Without
waiting for me to answer, Wendy continued. "I hope nothing
bad has happened to that old charmer in your memoir class,
the one who was bragging about having been an extra in On
the Waterfront." I'd invited Wendy to a session of "Tell
It Like It Was," my memoir-writing course for senior
citizens, because she was considering teaching it in the
fall.
"No. That 'old charmer' is Sam Simon, ex-war hero and ex-
convict." I was gratified to see Wendy's eyebrows lift as
she registered Sam's criminal record. "He started his
memoirs while he was in jail for taking bribes when he was
head of Hoboken's ABC, you know, the Alcoholic Beverages
Control Board. You're right, though. He's a sweetheart." I
shook my head at the irony I saw embodied in Sam Simon.
The man was undoubtedly a rogue, but a rogue who radiated
comfort spiked with charisma. "But I'm worried about the
other guy in the class, Dom Tomaselli, the one who wasn't
there, the one whose piece about the pigeons I talked
about, remember? I assumed he was sick, but actually his
daughter just e-mailed me that he's missing." I pictured
Dom's serious gray eyes and weather-beaten face blotched
with age spots. I hoped that, like the racing pigeon he
wrote about in his memoir, Dom would find his way home
fast ...