At the sound of a car door slamming, Pete Morgan wheeled
himself across the library to the window overlooking the
circular drive, but he was too late to see the occupant of
the dark blue SUV parked there.
What difference did it make? He'd only gone to the window
out of habit. It wasn't as if he got many visitors these
days. Or wanted any, for that matter.
The flowers and get-well cards had stopped arriving soon
after he was released from the hospital, and after weeks
of enduring the seemingly endless looks of pity from
friends and colleagues, he'd begun turning visitors away.
It had taken a few weeks, but people finally got the hint
and stopped coming altogether. Now he spent his days alone
in his private wing of the house. The solitude it provided
suited him just fine.
He stared out the window, trying to recall when he'd last
been outside. The afternoon sun looked warm and inviting
and a gentle breeze swayed the trees bordering the ten-
acre estate. Occasionally he yearned to get out. He missed
the sting of the sun on his back as he sliced across the
lake on water skis, the burn of his muscles as he scaled
the jagged face of a mountain, the wind in his hair as he
biked the trails at Stony Creek State Park. Those had been
the days he'd lived for, the days he'd felt truly free.
Those days were over.
He stared out the window, remembering all that he'd lost —
all that he would never get back. When he heard the door
open, it might have been five minutes later or it could
have been an hour.
"Peter?" a voice said stiffly, as though the mere mention
of his name caused enormous regret.
He didn't bother turning to face her. He knew what he
would see if he did — disappointment, pity. He wasn't in
the mood.
"What do you want, Mother?"
"Your father and I would like to have a word with you."
Glancing over his shoulder, he saw that his father stood
next to her in the doorway — towered over her was more
like it. Charles Morgan, a force to be reckoned with.
There had been a time, long ago, when Pete had respected
his father's powerful presence, feared it even. Not
anymore. He'd grown immune to him a long time ago. "I'm
afraid you'll have to call my secretary for an
appointment. I'm booked solid this afternoon."
The pinched, irritated look he received from his father
gave Pete tremendous satisfaction.
"I don't find your sarcasm amusing," he thundered. "You
will apologize to your mother this instant."
"Or else what?" He swiveled to face them. "You'll ground
me? You'll take away my driving privileges? News flash:
I'm not going anywhere."
"I've had enough of your attitude." A vein pulsed at his
father's temple. "You've spent weeks wallowing in self-
pity when you should have been working to rehabilitate
yourself."
"What you think is of no concern to me. If you insist that
I stay here, you're just going to have to learn to live
with me this way." Pete tossed the medical journal he'd
been reading on the table next to the couch and spun back
to the window.
"Maybe I'm happy the way I am."
"Nonsense," his mother said, her voice softer but no less
disapproving. "You're a doctor. You won't be satisfied
until you've made a complete recovery."
"Has it occurred to either one of you that I may not make
a complete recovery? Have you forgotten that my leg was
nearly blown off?"
"Morgans are fighters," his father replied, as if his word
was law. As if that reversed the damage Pete had
sustained. Talk about arrogant.
"You'll learn to walk again," his father said. "Starting
today."
He sensed his mother crossing the room, and in his
peripheral vision saw her lift a hand to his shoulder,
then pull away before she touched him. Touching had never
been a big hit at the Morgan estate. His father had always
believed in tough love. Affection hadn't factored into the
program. Obviously that hadn't changed in the years he'd
been away.
"Peter —" she said gently, before his father's voice
boomed behind her. "We're wasting our time here. He won't
listen."
He sensed her pause, as though she might actually defy her
husband and speak her mind for the first time in her life,
but her hand dropped to her side and she backed away.
Their retreating footsteps told him the conversation was
over.
"Suppose I don't ever walk," he said aloud, wheeling back
to the window. "What then?"
"Suppose you stop acting like a big baby and at least
try." The comment came from neither of his parents and
Pete swung around, startled to find that he wasn't
alone. "I beg your pardon?"
She stood across the room, her back to him, a compact
little package of luscious curves and softness poured into
a snug pair of blue jeans and a clingy red shirt. She
gazed up at the bookcases spanning the north wall. "You
know, I don't think I've ever seen so many books in one
place." She laughed to herself. "I mean, I've obviously
seen lots of books at the library and the bookstore, but
not in someone's house. I wonder if they've all been read?"
She pulled a leather-bound copy of The Hobbit from the
shelf, running a hand over the worn binding. That had been
one of his favorites. He'd read it so many times he was
sure if he gave it some thought, he could recite it word
for word from memory.
"I love the smell of paper and leather, don't you?" She
raised the book to her nose and inhaled. "Hmm, it reminds
me of weekends at my grandfather's house. He owned lots of
books, too. But not this many."
Pete wheeled himself closer, mesmerized. Something about
her was so familiar, yet he hadn't even seen her
face. "Who are you?"
She carefully returned the book to its place on the
shelf. "Considering that little tantrum you just pulled
with your parents, I suppose you could say I'm your worst
nightmare."
As she turned to him, Pete had to remind himself to
breathe. Worst nightmare? Hardly. She looked more like a
wet-dream fantasy. Short dark hair hung in soft ringlets
around a lovely heart-shaped face —
Lovely? Good God, where had he dredged that up from? He
wasn't the kind of man to use a word like lovely, though
he had to admit the description fit. She was sharp, too.
He could clearly see the spark of intelligence in her
eyes. They were round and dark and shone with a cockiness
he used to see when he looked in the mirror. She also
looked very familiar.
"Do I know you?"
"You know that taking your anger out on your parents isn't
very constructive," she said. "You should channel those
emotions into your recovery."
He frowned. "What are you, a shrink?"
"God, no," she said with a short burst of silvery
laughter. "I'm going to teach you how to use that new
knee. I'm Maggie Holm, your physical therapist."
Maggie followed her newest patient as he wheeled himself
out the door, amazed by the speed with which he made his
getaway. He sure could move fast when he had something to
run from. It had been difficult not to exhibit the
surprise she'd felt at the drastic physical changes since
she'd last seen him in the hospital cafeteria line. At
that time, they'd only said a brief and perfunctory hello.
But throughout her lunch break she'd sneaked glances at
him every so often, at the meticulously sculptured
physique he must have worked years in the weight room to
perfect. He was, in every sense of the word, a hunk.
And nice. He'd never carried himself with that air of
authoritative arrogance so common to doctors. Pete was
friendly and easygoing. There was hardly a time when he
hadn't been smiling.
He wasn't smiling now. Today, if she'd seen him on the
street, she might not have recognized him — sort of like
he hadn't recognized her. Not that many men had given her
a second glance back then. Not with the spare forty pounds
she'd been hauling around. They'd both changed
considerably.
His changes weren't necessarily for the better. The Pete
who sat before her today wore a wrinkled T-shirt and loose
sweatpants, and his wavy dark hair was more than a little
shaggy around the ears.Absent was the perpetually cheerful
demeanor she remembered and the larger-than-life aura he'd
once radiated like a beacon. Deep lines creased his
forehead and brow, making him look years older than thirty-
one.
She followed quietly behind him, gauging the amount of
muscle mass he'd lost in the four months since the
shooting. Though his physique was still above average on a
normal scale, he'd lost more than a few inches in his
upper body alone. That had to be a blow to his ego. She
nearly cringed at the thought of what the inactivity had
done to his legs, and at the grueling work ahead. Even
worse — given his rotten attitude — she had to determine
the proper method of motivation.
A cattle prod came to mind.
He glanced over his shoulder at her and smirked. "Are you
still here?"
She regarded him with a pleasant smile. "I'm sorry, did
you want me to leave? I thought you were giving me a tour
of the house."
He stopped and turned. "Look, I appreciate that you have a
job to do, but you're wasting your time here."
"I disagree," she said.
"You do?" His eyebrows quirked up and for a second she saw
a glimpse of the old Pete, the one hiding behind the
sarcasm. Phew. At least he was still in there somewhere.
Now she just had to find a way to draw him out, to turn
his anger around and use it constructively.
She chuckled to herself. She did sound like a shrink,
didn't she?
"Yes, I do," she said. "I'm going to get your stubborn
behind out of that chair."
His jaw tensed. "Suppose I don't want to walk?"
She shrugged. "That's never stopped me before."
He wheeled around and continued down the hall.
She followed him. "I've seen your file. Total knee
replacement. You've lost bone, making your left leg
slightly shorter than the right, and you've suffered some
minor permanent nerve damage. I've seen worse. I've had
sixty-year-old women with both knees replaced and you can
hardly tell. Don't tell me you have less stamina than a
sixty-year-old woman."
His back straightened just a little at the jab. "This is
not about stamina. I'm never going to have full use of my
leg."
"No, you won't."
He glanced back at her, a look of surprise on his face.
"What? Did you think I was going to lie and say you would
make a total recovery? I'm a good therapist, doc, but I'm
not that good. Not to mention that your attitude sucks."
He hung a right into a large suite at the end of the hall.
She sidled in behind him before he could slam the door in
her face. She was sure that was exactly what he had been
planning to do.
Gazing around the room, her eyes widened. Yow! What a
spread. The sitting room alone was larger than her entire
apartment. Hell, it was probably larger than the entire
first floor of her parents' house. The room was
extravagantly decorated in rich shades of green and mauve,
ostentatious Oriental rugs covered the polished wood
floors and heavy velvet drapes hung in arched windows that
kissed the peak of the cathedral ceiling. It was a bit on
the gaudy side — as in gag-me-with-a-fork gaudy — and she
couldn't help thinking how out of place Pete looked there.
She'd pictured him in something a little less…well, ugly.