Jenna's grandmother stared at her with an intensity
that
physically jarred Jenna. "What is it?"
"Something's wrong. I felt it."
"What? Something here? At the store?"
"No. What could be so wrong at the store?" Ady's voice
was harsh and loud.
Jenna looked toward the coolers and saw Eric watching,
concerned. "You're scaring Eric."
"I'm scared," Ady said, her voice lowered but still
intense. "I know what you want to discuss. You should
have
come to me right away." She closed her eyes and breathed
deeply. When she looked at Jenna again, her expression
was
calmer, but emotion swirled behind her eyes. "A spirit
contacted me. It was panicked, in pain. It had been
attacked. Something was killing it, Jenna. Is that why
you
couldn't reach Libby's spirit? Is she..." Ady took in
another great breath.
Jenna remembered her mother's plea for help. She
hadn't
seemed panicked, but had something happened since then?
Was
it already too late to help her?
"Can you understand what it would mean if a spirit
died?" Ady said, her voice low and raspy. "Not just a
body,
but a soul. Gone. Forever dead. Can you even imagine what
that means? My God." She gulped a breath. Tears pooled in
her eyes. Her right hand fluttered to her face, then her
left hand followed. "My God, Jenna."
Ady used both hands to cover her face, just as she had
done when Libby passed away. On that day, Jenna had
gripped
Ady's wrists and eased her hands down so they could hold
each other and share their pain and strength. But after
seeing Ady's eyes, Jenna had released her grandmother's
hands so she could hide her face again. The agony
reflected
there was too painful to see, too painful for Ady to
bear,
perhaps. For a moment, her eyes had looked like a
madwoman's.
Jenna didn't try to lower Ady's hands this time.
Instead, she gripped her grandmother's shoulders. "I
heard
mother's voice."
Ady's hands relaxed and slid down her face. "When?
Today?"
"No. Three days ago."
"You didn't say anything." Ady sounded more surprised
than hurt. "Three days ago. Why wouldn't you tell me? Is
it
bad news? What did she say?"
"It's what I wanted to talk to you about." Jenna
watched
Ady wipe tears off her cheeks. Her hands still trembled,
but she seemed to be regaining her composure. "Mother
wasn't alone. There were other voices. And I saw them,
lights moving through the darkness like fireflies. Mother
asked for my help."
"You saw the spirits." Ady studied her granddaughter's
face as if seeing her for the first time. After several
seconds, she asked, "Help with what?"
Jenna shook her head. "I'm not sure. Voices were all
around me. It was disorienting. Mother's voice rang out,
asking me to help. I don't know what she needs, but...she
knew me." A lump formed in Jenna's throat. "She said my
name."