CHAPTER ONE
"Dreadful news! Lord Sheffield broke his neck in a fall from
his horse, and perish'd Instantly. Mamma and Aunt Arabella
have been beside themselves since they heard. I also grieve
for him, for he was a kind and amiable man, but I cannot
help but wonder if this means the Rat shall finally come
away from the West Indies, now that he is Earl. I have yet
to decide whether I should like to see him again.""
— From the diary of Lady Georgiana Montford, aged 19
The party was a damned crush. Robert Balfour, sixth Earl of
Sheffield, sighed inwardly as he surveyed the sun-filled
parlor's chattering and eminently fashionable inhabitants.
If he had known Lady Mansell's garden party would be so
crowded, he'd have spared himself the drive to Kensington;
he could have waited another day to reacquaint himself with
his prospective wife.
But it was too late to turn back now. And there was a sense
of rightness about it, too. Familiarity settled over him
like a threadbare but warm coat as he negotiated his way
through the throng of gossip-hungry guests. Flimsy muslin
dresses brushed against him, and with each sight of a tall,
starched cravat, he could almost feel his shorter, softer
one dig into his own neck, choking him to death with his
conscious ignorance of high fashion.
He cursed his commitment to good manners while accepting tea
and cake, tea and scones, tea and more tea, until he was
hard-pressed to remember why he had missed England in the
first place. Moving from one set of guests to another, he
tried not to appear impatient as he answered the same
questions again and again.
"Can it be...? Holcroft, by Jove! Though it's Sheffield now,
is it not? So sorry about your loss, old chap. Fine fellow,
the old earl. And such a tragic end. It grieved us deeply."
Condolences sounded rather trivial when one was on the
receiving end. Yet he knew that if his acquaintances were to
ignore his father's death, he'd think them rude and
inconsiderate. So he expressed his gratitude and tried not
to appear impatient.
"Lord Sheffield! What a wonderful surprise! Didn't know you
had returned from the West Indies. Dare say you must be
pleased to be back in civilization, eh?"
They had no idea just how pleased he was. He murmured a
polite response—and tried not to appear impatient.
"Are you acquainted with my daughter, Lord Sheffield? You
must permit me to introduce you to her..."
There were limits to how much he could endure. When he was
presented with the fifth simpering young thing he set his
good manners aside and escaped to the terrace. He found the
Duchess of Southwell near the entrance, immersed in subdued
conversation with a half dozen other society matrons.
She looked not a day older than the last time he had seen
her. Her auburn tresses shone with no hint of gray, and
middle age had treated her figure kindly. She was still one
of the most elegant ladies in society, and the sight of her
brought him out of the daze that an hour's mindless chitchat
had produced.
He looked at her and remembered Georgie. At thirteen, she'd
been a tall and gangly girl whose face was sprinkled with
freckles. It was seven years since he had laid eyes on her.
Had she changed? Of course she had. But how much?
He quickened his step toward her mother. As he drew near,
the cluster of women parted to let him into their midst.
Elizabeth Southwell offered her hand and he bowed over it.
"Your grace."
"Lord Sheffield," she said with apparent surprise. "You have
taken us quite unawares. I had not heard word of your return
to England."
"I tried to make my arrival as unremarkable as possible," he
replied. "I spent two weeks at Holcroft Park and came up to
London only three days past."
"I see," said the duchess with a slight frown. "Do tell me:
how is your mother?"
"As well as can be expected. She chose not to accompany me
at present but might come up later in the season."
The duchess sighed. "Our correspondence has been regrettably
sporadic of late. It must be a comfort to her that you have
finally returned."
Robert murmured in agreement, even though he knew that any
consolation his presence gave his mother was soon undone by
his brother's antics.
"Have you seen Lady Georgiana yet, Lord Sheffield?"
Georgiana. Of course. The reason he was here. Clenching his
hand, Robert turned toward the question and recognized Lady
Ashcombe, the duchess's sister.
"Not yet." He glanced about the terrace, searching for... a
raven head, he supposed. Surely the color of her hair hadn't
changed. "The duke assured me she would be in attendance,
and I arrived with hopes of meeting her."
"You have spoken with Southwell?" the duchess asked sharply.
"Ah, yes—yes, he called on me yesterday."
"Well!" Her lips thinned. "He said not a word about it to
me."
The other ladies clucked in sympathy, and because it was not
a topic he wanted to pursue, Robert said, "Is Georgiana
nearby?"
"Why, yes." The duchess half turned to peruse the
grass-covered terrace. "She was strolling about with Lady
Louisa. I believe they disappeared into the garden."
Though he had little interest at present, courtesy forced
him to ask, "Lady Louisa?"
"Wentworth," the duchess replied, gesturing at the woman by
her side. "Lady Albermarle's daughter."
"One of them, anyhow," Lady Albermarle added with a titter.
She was a tiny woman with a large... presence. Though
fashionably dressed, she sported a hat she must have owned
since the previous century—a monstrous thing, its brim
ringed with something furry. He hoped it was dead.
"But you mustn't stand around here with us," the lady said,
cheerfully shooing him. "Go on. Join the young people. Find
your Lady Georgiana."