Prologue
1890 — Ames, Texas
Emily Harris smiled contentedly as she put the last stitch
in her embroidered pillowcase.
Emily could hear her three children playing in their
attic playroom; every once in a while a shriek pierced the
silence of the house, indicating the boys were once again
teasing their little sister.
She smiled, set down her needlework and moved to the
kitchen where she began supervising dinner preparations.
Cyrus would close his office soon and the children would no
doubt be hungry within the next hour.
In the attic playroom, Ben and Lewis were indeed
torturing their little sister.
"Come on, Lucy. Don’t be a sissy little girl," Ben
taunted. He pulled a large steamer trunk from its place in
the corner to where Lucy was standing.
"Here, Lucy. Stand up on this. This is the Outlaw’s
horse."
At ten years of age, Ben’s stature allowed him to
dominate most other children, and he took advantage of his
size whenever possible. Especially when he towered over his
siblings. Now, he easily grabbed a rope dangling from the
beam above.
"Yeah, Lucy," Lewis echoed. "Come on."
Lucy eyed her brothers with suspicion. Her five-year old
instinct told her this was not a good thing for her to be
doing; yet she didn’t want to appear a baby in their eyes.
Her brothers were not only her playmates, but also she
idolized them as being the smartest, best looking children
on the block, and she was eager to please them.
She climbed up on the trunk and stood, eyeing the rope
Ben held in his hand.
"You mean you want me to put this rope over my head?" She
asked Ben.
"Yeah. Put it on, Lucy. Here, I’ll help you." He moved
behind his sister and looped the rope over her head. "We’re
playing Outlaw. And how can we play Outlaw if we don’t have
somebody to be the Outlaw?"
"Girls aren’t outlaws," Lucy bargained.
"Yes, there are some girls who were outlaws in the West,"
Ben informed her.
Lucy considered this, coming from her smart brother, Ben.
If Ben said so, it must be true.
"Okay," she conceded. "I’m the Outlaw."
Lewis snickered, mainly to impress his older brother.
"Yeah, an outlaw. A girl outlaw, in a prissy blue dress."
Ben ignored him, as he always did. "Good. Okay, we don’t
have a rope hanging from a tree, just the ceiling beam, and
you’re not on a horse, but this trunk can be your horse.""
Lucy’s blue eyes rounded in curiosity. "What’s gonna
happen now?"
"This is your horse. You know, the way they did it in the
olden days. They would string up the outlaw on his horse,
and then they’d whack the horse and make him bolt, and the
outlaw would die by hanging."
"Uh….I don’t know," Lucy’s voice quavered.
"Sissy girl," Ben countered.
"Yeah, sissy girl," Lewis echoed.
"But won’t that hurt?" Lucy’s stance wavered.
"Naw. We’re just pretending. You can pretend hurt, if you
want to. You’re a real good pretender, right?"
Lewis nodded at his brother and they both pushed the
trunk out from under Lucy’s slipper-clad feet.
"Okay, you outlaw," Lewis shouted, taking off an
imaginary hat and dusting his trousers with it.
Lucy moaned softly, then came a gurgling noise. She
raised her hands to her neck, flailed her slipper-clad feet
while her eyes screamed in terror.
Lewis, surveying his sister’s plight asked Ben, "Should
we cut her down? It looks like she’s not just pretending."
"Naw. She’s a good pretender. Remember how she got you
last week down in the cellar, when she pretended to trip
over a box and hurt her knee? She cried real hard, and
pretended like she was really hurt, bad. She’s good at
that."
"Well… if you say so."
Lucy flailed her feet harder, no doubt with her last
conscious thought hoping her feet would connect with the
trunk, but it was far removed. Her hands struggled with the
rope for a few seconds, she continued to make noises, and
then her eyes closed and she was still.
***
Emily strode through the door, drying her hands on her
apron, saying, "What are you children doing up here? Didn’t
you hear me calling you for ----?"
Her voice trailed off when her eyes came to rest on the
girl hanging from the beam. The little girl’s fair
complexion had turned beet red, her blue eyes closed in
finality.
Emily screamed, her face turning white. " Lucy!
"What happened? Boys, get a knife so I can cut her down.
Now!"
Ben shrugged in response to Lewis’s head shaking in a
gesture of "I don’t know where a knife is."
Without waiting for the boys to respond, Emily
frantically dragged the trunk to beneath Lucy’s feet.
Stepping up on the trunk, she struggled with the noose,
finally taking it from the girl’s neck. A red burn mark
shone vividly in the sunlight streaming in the uncurtained
window.
"Lucy," Emily coaxed, "Lucy, wake up! Let me see you open
your eyes."
But there was no response, no breath in the child. No
movement. It was no use.
Hugging her daughter tightly, Emily began rocking back
and forth, crooning softly, "Lucy, oh my little angel. Oh,
God, what happened?"
Lewis began picking up their wooden toys: a steam engine,
a horse, and what passed for an Indian. "We were just
playing, Mama. We were playing outlaws and cowboys, and Lucy
was our outlaw."
Ben paused in his task of rounding up the toys and
putting them in their toy box. He gazed steadily at his
sister’s limp form. "We didn’t do anything. She was our
outlaw, and she’s the one who stood up on the trunk. We told
her it was just like the olden days, and the trunk was her
horse, and instead of whippin’ a horse, we pulled it out
from under her feet." He looked up at the roof beam where
the rope still hung. "We didn’t know it would hurt her,
Mama, honest we didn’t."
"Yeah, Mama, we didn’t know it would hurt her." Lewis
said solemnly.
But Emily said nothing, continuing to rock her dead
child.
Ben moved closer to Lucy and poked her shoulder
vigorously.
Lewis and Ben looked at each other. What do we do now?
Their faces asked each other.
Ben broke the silence by asking, "Is dinner ready?"