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Serpent's Tail Mystery Police Procedural Excerpt of Bad Penny Blues by Cathi UnsworthPROLOGUE I step out of the car and onto the curb, the clack of steel tipped stilettos on pavement. The sound sends a crackle into the still air of 1.10am, like a radio has suddenly been turned on between stations; a hiss of interference and the distant sound of garbled voices speaking in foreign tongues. I look back into the window of the black Morris Ten. He is leaning across the seat, an earnest smile on a battered face, one front tooth chipped, dark hair greased back off a furrowed forehead. Christ, heβs eager, I think. And then a dark wave sweeps through me: resignation, boredom, something close to madness tapping on the corner of my skull. I know what it is, itβs the feeling of being trapped. I want to get out of whatever it is Iβve got myself into but I donβt know how, Iβm caught up in a current thatβs taking me down. Heβs saying something, but I canβt make out what it is, the sound of the radio is coming in louder, a sudden burst of an orchestra tuning up. But I hear myself talking back to him clearly, saying: "Half-past three." This seems to please him. His grin deepens along with the lines on his forehead and he says something else, pointing at the side of the road. Itβs lost in the hiss of static, a sound like a toilet being flushed. Now heβs leaning back into his seat, putting his hand on the gearstick, pulling away up the Avenue, red tail lights under the trees, under the trees where nobody seesβ¦ A sudden eerie note rises up around me, like a church organ maybe, but distorted, echoing around the trees and the empty road. I shiver involuntarily. It has been hot, stifling all day, and Iβve got on my new summer dress, but suddenly I feel a chill wind blowing up from nowhere. The dress that Baby bought me, I think and the thinking of that name prickles out the aches in my body. The back of my neck and my right arm feel heavy, pain beating a dull tattoo through my blood like a finger running down a plastic comb. I become aware of a cold wetness in my knickers, a fresher pain down there too, a reminder of where the man in the car has just been, where too many other people have already been before. These thoughts run into my mind unbidden and I donβt want them, memories swirl that need to be blotted out, lest those fingers start drumming louder on the side of my skull, the sparks of madness start to flare. Iβm standing on the corner of this long, wide Avenue next to a tube station thatβs all shut up for the night. For some reason I canβt read the lettering over the door, can only make out an Art Noveau swirl of letters, but I feel like I know this place, I have been here at this time of night many times before. The station stares back at me through blank, empty windows. Squat and silent, it sits back on the pavement, detached, like whatever else is going on round here is surely none of its business. I stroll past it, hearing the clack of my feet and the strange music, that distorted organ motif and the crackles of radiowaves, a sound like bubbles being blown under water. I turn around the corner, drawn towards it, and realise the music is coming from the building diagonally across the road from me. A high tower like a castleβs keep made out of red brick, little tiny windows all the way up it but just one light on, one yellow light, right at the top. The spook symphony is coming from the window, getting louder and louder. I suddenly think of a lighthouse, sweeping its beam across a dark and choppy sea. And the vision fills me with fear, like I have suddenly seen my death coming towards me, the light across the water, luring me to the rocksβ¦ I turn away, catching my breath, clutching my handbag tighter. I realise that whatever plans I have made for this night are all going to fall through, that the boy I am expecting to meet here is not going to come. He was just using me like everyone else, I think, laughing at me, at how stupid I am, how easy. I hurry away from the tower, back towards the tube and onto the Avenue. I want to block the music from my head but it swims around me, laps at the corners of my brain and I canβt think straight. The man in the Morris Ten, was he supposed to be coming back for me or was I just spinning him a line? I donβt remember but I canβt wait here, I donβt want to be in this part of town, with another me waiting under every tree, yet I canβt go home either, bad things lurk there too, more beatings, more fuckings, more petty humiliations. All the things I wanted to be flash through my mind: a mother, a wife, a spotless kitchen in a nice house, an embroidery in a frame hanging over the fire saying Home Sweet Home, a memory of my childhood and my sister Pat. All the things I will never be and never have and everything I tried not to think about, all coming down fast to the refrain of a ghostly keyboard requiem. Then suddenly, all the sounds disappear. Headlights are coming towards me up the Avenue, a long dark car gliding slowly along, crawling beneath the trees, as if in slow motion. This is it, I realise and somehow the knowledge sets me free of my anguished thoughts, fills me instead with the numbness of acceptance. This is the beam from the lighthouse, the lights across the water calling me home. I pat my hair, which is short and neat and recently cut, in the style of an actress I had admired. I smooth down the front of my blue and white summer dress. This is how I look on my last night on earth and I step forwards towards my fate, lean into the window as it slowly winds itself down. There are two people in there, but their faces are lost in the shadows. I know that the nearest one is speaking to me but all I can hear is the hiss of radio interference. The music is starting up again but it no longer disturbs me, Iβm numb and I know where I am going. My thoughts and my body are no longer mine. My hair and my dress are no longer mine. I get into the back of the car and it pulls away, in a U-turn across the Avenue, picking up speed as it heads west, towards the lonely shore. A womanβs voice says softly, sadly: "Bobbyβ¦"And I woke up, lurching forwards into a sitting position, Fear and pain. God, she had hurt. I put my hand up to my I was so disorientated that it took a few seconds to realise It was coming through the wall next door. Those ghostly He stumbled out of his own slumbers with a low groan, "That noise, Toby, what is it?" My voice was shrill with "Uhhh," he grunted, putting an arm around me, patting me He rolled across me and turned on the bedside light, his "Itβs a horror show all right," I said, nestling into the "Oh Stella," he said. "Iβm sorry. I really should have His words made me giggle. We had been married for only one "What time is it anyway?" he asked, looking over at the It gave me a shudder, that did. Now I was awake and safe, Toby must have felt it because he cuddled me closer, found "You cold?" he asked, and I let it go at that, not wanting It was because of our honeymoon that I managed to do so; we Tobyβs kisses were warm on my eyelids as I finally fell Excerpt from Bad Penny Blues by Cathi Unsworth |
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