In his heart a man plans his course, but the Lord determines
his steps.
,Proverbs 16:9
Ruth Fontaine dodged another puddle as she scurried toward
the small group of people waiting to board the outgoing
flight at the Scottsdale airport. Her gaze settled on the
unfamiliar airplane parked on the tarmac. She skidded to a
halt, dreading the impending flight more than usual. Getting
acclimated to new pilots and planes was never easy for her.
This plane had to be from the new charter airline contracted
by AeroFlight, the company that supplied the Arizona Organ
Donor Network with transportation to and from hospitals to
retrieve organs.
"Everyone here?" Out of breath, Ruth surveyed her teammates.
Besides herself, Dr. Cavanaugh, Nancy Tillman, the first
assistant, and two med students were going on the fly out to
retrieve the heart.
"Yes. We're it," the first assistant replied. Everyone else
was oddly quiet.
In the background, Ruth heard the sound of raised voices
coming from the interior of the plane. "Vultures. Every last
one of them. I don't want them on my plane."
"Keep your voice down. The medical team should be here any
minute." An equally angry voice retorted.
"Just once. No more. And this conversation is far from over."
Then silence.
"Okay then." Raising her eyebrows, Ruth twisted her lips and
shrugged her shoulders and looked at the assembled group.
"So what are we waiting for? I don't think we'll be getting
the red-carpet treatment on this flight. I hope you don't mind."
She grabbed the railing and stomped her foot on the bottom
step to signal their arrival. The sun disappeared behind a
cloud, and Ruth shivered. Aside from the mid-afternoon
monsoon, no more rain had been forecast for the day unless
the storm came from inside the plane. Not good morale for
the team, but none of them seemed to be bothered with what
had just transpired.
As she climbed the stairs, Ruth eyed the two men now
standing by the entrance. Both wore matching dark blue polo
shirts with their company logo embroidered on the pocket and
khaki pants instead of the traditional pilot attire, but
even without benefit of overhearing part of their
conversation, there was no mistaking the tension between the
pilots. She could cut it with one of Dr. Cavanaugh's scalpels.
What the pilots chose to wear or their argument was not her
problem as long as they got them to and from their
destination safer than she'd managed to get her newly
smudged bright red manicured toenails to the airport. At the
top of the steps, she smiled and held out her hand to the
more welcoming man on the right.
"Hi, I'm the donation coordinator, Ruth Fontaine."
"Hi, Ruth. I'm your copilot, Bradford Westberry. Please call
me Brad."
"Pleased to meet you, Brad."
"Likewise, Ruth." The tall, stocky, blond man grinned at
her, turning on the charm that would make some women swoon.
Ruth preferred the dark, brooding Heathcliff type, like the
dark-haired man to her left who commanded her attention. Her
gaze transferred to the other pilot, and her stomach turned
over as if it hit some heavy turbulence.
His skin was lightly tanned and his face strong and angular.
A five o'clock shadow defined his jawline, while a hint of
silver touched the dark hair at his temples. Only a crooked
nose and a small scar by his left ear marred what she would
consider the perfect face.
"Noah Barton. Your pilot." The man's voice held a trace of
disapproval as he tried to tilt the corners of his mouth up
into a half smile.
Ruth shook his hand and noticed he didn't extend the
invitation to use his first name. She felt a slight tremor
all the way to the bottom of her feet despite her
sleep-deprived stupor from being up most of the last
twenty-four hours. She noticed the pilot's jaw slacken as he
pulled the black Foster Grant sunglasses from his face. The
sadness she'd heard in his tone also flared in his deep
crystal-blue eyes as he stared down at her. Her heartbeat
quickened, and some strange unidentified emotion passed
between them. Ruth blinked. His bittersweet sorrow
disappeared behind a wall of professional indifference.
Disappointment nipped at her nerves and startled her. Her
reaction to his sudden lack of interest meant this tentative
attraction affected her more than she cared to admit.
Not good when she had a job to do. She had no time to get
involved with anyone.
Still, the need to chase away whatever troubled him settled
in her heart. Ruth leaned toward him and placed her free
hand on top of their clasped ones. The action felt right. As
if she were meant to comfort him. "It's nice to meet you, too."
This strange meeting confirmed her growing suspicion that
today was not going to be routine no matter what she did.
Great. After Noah pulled his hand from hers, she slid the
right one inside her lab coat pocket and squeezed the
heart-shaped stress ball one of her coworkers had given her
as a joke, which actually came in handy when she had to step
on an airplane.
She couldn't hold the pilots responsible for her bad day
that started with spilling coffee on her new white shirt at
a breakfast meeting and getting called to the airport in the
middle of her mid-afternoon nail appointment after working
all night. No. That was just old Murphy rearing his ugly
head again at the most inopportune times.
She stepped aside, allowing the rest of the team to squeeze
by and enter the Citation.
"Expecting anyone else?" Noah asked.
"No. This is it. I doubt there'd be much room for more." She
trailed her teammates. Ruth eyed the six-seat interior as
she stepped inside. The plane was smaller than the one the
other charter company flew, but the tan leather seats looked
just as comfortable.
"Then I suggest you take a seat and fasten your seat belt if
you want to get to San Diego by dinner." A no-nonsense
sounding Noah followed behind her.
Surprised at his nearness, Ruth spun around. But as she
gazed up at him, she couldn't help but think how different
this pilot was from the other ones she'd used. None of them
seemed to have any issues flying a medical team around. What
was Noah's problem?
Again, not her concern right now. Getting the donor heart
from San Diego back here to Arizona was. Doing God's will
and saving as many lives as she could topped her list of
things to accomplish today.
Noah placed his sunglasses back over his eyes as if blocking
her from his view. Then he retrieved a headset and handed it
to her. "Here. I'm sure you're familiar with these? This is
how I prefer to communicate."
"Thank you. I am." Ruth matched his professionalism and
placed the unit around her neck. On the newer planes, the
interior noise level resembled that of an airliner, so the
things weren't necessary like before, but since Noah would
be wearing a headset of his own, this meant they could talk
without her having to get up and tap him on the shoulder to
get his attention.
While Brad secured the door, she eased her fatigued body
into the padded seat across from the doctor so she could
relay the information from San Diego Memorial. The seat felt
as comfortable as it had looked. She sank into the softness.
From this vantage point, though, she had a clear view of
Noah's partial profile and the frown hugging his rugged lips
as he said something to Brad.
The tension grew again between the two men before the other
pilot sat down.
Within seconds, Noah folded himself into his own seat and
put his headset on. Ruth still couldn't keep her gaze from
him. His inexplicable sorrow called out to her on a gut
level she didn't quite understand, and the nurturing person
inside her responded to it.
She sighed and tossed her curly, blond hair behind her
shoulders. Even though Noah had been cordial, his underlying
attitude toward her and her team bothered her. People
usually gravitated to her. They didn't treat her like she
carried a deadly strain of the flu.
Did he really think she was a vulture? Why?
Instead of focusing on him, she turned her attention to the
job she'd held for over two years. The job she loved because
it brought life and hope to very sick people.
"Okay, team. I'll fill you in on the specifics when we're
airborne." Ruth reached for one of the biohazard bags she'd
packed and handed it back one row to Nancy. "Here. In case
we hit some turbulence."
The pale-faced first assistant grabbed it and nodded.
Unfamiliar with the two med students, Ruth held up another
bag. "Anyone else get airsick?"
"We're fine, Ms. Fontaine," one of them piped up.
After Ruth tucked the bag into the seat's pocket, she
settled the headset over her ears. Her fingers played with
the stress ball as she watched another commuter plane taxi
by the window. She loved her job but hated the flying that
came with it. Would there ever come a day when she wouldn't
be afraid?
A cold, wet nose and a high-pitched bark jolted her from the
scenery. A small white, tan and gray dog, a Yorkshire
terrier from the looks of it, nudged his snout underneath
her palm.
"Oh. Hello, buddy. Where'd you come from?" She smiled at the
impish, almost intelligent-looking face.
"That's Houston. He's one of my copilots. He likes to hide
until we're in the air. Houston come." Noah's voice
resonated through the headset. He snapped his fingers.
The dog's tail thumped against the carpeted floor. His
tongue lopped out on one side as he stared up at her with
inquisitive eyes. He licked her hand and whined.
"Come here, boy." A growl accompanied the snapping fingers
this time.
She noticed the dog listened probably as well as Noah did.
A giggle erupted from behind her tired lips, and she let her
fingers trail through the dog's fur. "Houston, huh? I think
you're kind of cute. A dog as a copilot. That's unique.
Wanna have a seat?" She patted her lap. It only took a split
second for the dog to decide her cushioning was probably
more comfortable than the seating arrangements behind the
pilot's seat.
Noah's last look before he turned around to face the front
curled around her heart. Somehow she suspected Houston was
more than just another copilot.
"Suit yourself, dog." With the precision of an accomplished
pilot, Noah maneuvered them onto the runway.
Cradling her hands together, Ruth bowed her head, closed her
eyes and prayed for the safety of everyone on the plane.
Then she prayed for the family of the donor and the
recipient, asking the Lord to heal all their hurts and
wounds and wrap them in his infinite love. Noah, too.
Once finished, and without disturbing her new lap mate, Ruth
reached into her coat pocket and grabbed a piece of gum to
chew to relieve the pressure on her eardrums when they took
off and ascended into the evening sky. The dog watched her
every move and sniffed at her hand.
"Sorry, Houston. No gum for you."
The anticipated surge of adrenaline and fear when the plane
rolled forward chased away her fatigue. Matching an organ to
a recipient and saving a life always had that affect on her.
Tomorrow she'd pay the price, but it was well worth the
physical strain to bring hope to another family.
"Houston. Quit begging and come here."
The dog whined again and wedged his nose underneath her arm.
His short muscular body wriggled into a more comfortable
position.
Ruth laughed and placed the headset on. "For a dog that
flies for a living, you certainly are a coward." Like
me.
"He's got you fooled. He's a sucker for blondes." Noah's
voice crackled in her ears.
So Houston likes blondes. What about you Noah?
Somehow that last caramel-flavored coffee drink touched
off her sarcastic side instead of giving her the much needed
energy boost. Ruth tore her gaze from Noah's broad shoulders
and looked out the window.
The dusty desert did little to contrast with the buildings
in the distance. An occasional palm tree dotted her vision
as the world blurred. The bumpy ride on the runway smoothed
out like a clean piece of glass.
A haze painted the blue sky as the plane ascended into the
thermals. Instinctively, she clasped the stress ball again.
Even with all her flight hours, she still had an insane fear
of flying. Today's flight was made worse without their usual
pilots behind the controls. But Noah had to be as capable or
AeroFlight wouldn't have contracted with his company. This
was routine.
She ignored the chattering of the med students sitting
behind her. Dr. Cavanaugh flipped through the latest medical
journal while Nancy filed her nails. Ruth looked out the
window again. Rush hour traffic snaked along the 101 heading
east. Unless she had another call, she'd be back in the
valley by nine and asleep by ten.
A yawn escaped. Her body fought the effects from last
night's coordination along with a full day of meetings and
appointments. Now wasn't the time to relax. She had calls to
make, an itinerary to keep on top of and a staff to direct.
She could chill out later.
"Okay, Houston. Time to work." Her fingers caressed the
shaggy fur before she set the dog on the aircraft floor.
A sleep-deprived ache registered behind her right eye. Not
even pressure from her thumb deadened the pain. Now that
they were airborne and she couldn't cause any problems with
communication between the pilot and the control center, Ruth
placed the headset around her neck, grabbed the Flight Fone
and then dialed the coordinator's number in San Diego.
Noah sank back against the pilot's seat as he leveled off to
cruising altitude. His fingers strangled the yoke. He'd love
to do the same to Brad's neck. He would deal with him later,
out of earshot of his passengers. He wondered how much
they'd overheard before they'd made their presence known.
Either way, his partner had no right to sign a contract
without informing Noah of what would be required. Brad
should have known better than to solicit a company like
AeroFlight, whose sole mission was to provide medical
transportation, including the retrieval of organs.
Human organs. From a donor. From another casualty of the
medical profession. Bile rose in his throat. Maybe he should
ask Ruth for one of those biohazard bags she was so fond of.
With the exception of his family and Brad, few in his
current life knew of his past. But then again, Noah had come
to terms with what happened. He'd moved forward with his life.
Or had he?
The moment he'd seen the curvy blonde gracing the stairs of
his aircraft, his stomach took a nosedive and landed near
the soles of his feet. He hadn't recovered yet.