Hey, this is Noelle Rahn-Johnson.
I want to get to know my readers and for me to do that, I need you to get to
know me. I graduated from high
school in 1990, I’ve been married since 1992, and I have 4 kids! All ranging
from 19 to 4. Yes, 4, I know.
I have 2 dogs, 1 very spoiled cat, Lucy, and 4 goldfish.
We live in a house on a small lake, and we enjoy every season here. We go
fishing during the warm months
when the lake is open, and I’ve learned to over-come my fear of walking on
frozen water. We’ve seen tons of
deer, some foxes, red squirrels, eagles, and even a “porkypine” – as my little
guy calls them. Before
moving here, we never really had the chance to witness nature up close and now
we do.
So, I’ve been writing stories since the 7th grade. My teacher, at the time,
said she really liked my
stories and she hoped to see more of them in the future.
When I was in 11th grade, I took a creative writing class. Assignments were
handed out and I poured out my
soul into the stories. The teacher would hand back the papers and have his red
pen scribbled all over it.
Telling me what to change and fix. I cried every time. I would think that if I
comes from your soul, it has
to be perfect, right?
I wouldn’t show anyone my work, stories, poems – anything I wrote, I hid. I was
terrified to write a book
and publish it because of what happened in school all those years ago. When I
sent my first book to an
editor and got feedback, I was devastated all over again. I cried.
It took my 18-year-old son at the time to tell me that the editor isn't picking
apart my story, she’s
trying to help me make it better. That was a slap to the head and I woke up. I
knew he was right. When I
sent off my second book and got it back with the scary red lines, I wasn’t
afraid of why or what it said. I
was excited! Because I knew I was on my way toward self-acceptance of my work.
And now I’m in the process
of writing my third book.
I’ve gotten rid of the scared little girl of years ago judging my writing, and
have become a bold,
confident writer. I’m still shy around a lot of people, until I get
comfortable, and I have trouble opening
up a paragraph or two here and there. Not knowing quite how to word what I want
to get out.
I love my family and friends. The readers who have purchased my books are
awesome. So thanks to my readers,
my family and friends. Without you, there would be no me.
Happy reading!
Noelle Rahn-Johnson has lived in Minnesota her whole life. She currently
lives in the Northern area
of Minnesota with her husband and four children. She enjoys reading, fishing,
sleeping, reading, snuggling,
watching TV when she's bored or reading. Did I mention she likes to read and
snuggle up with her kindle?
She also shares her home with two dogs and a very spoiled cat.
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Betsey Ann
Colton’s holding me tight as we slow dance. He tilts my head up and lowers his
lips to mine. I’m lost to
him. Holding me close, his kisses are soft, slow and he’s exploring my lips,
wanting more. I’m melting into
him and easing into the kiss. No wait. He’s a friend, I can’t do this. I push
away and run out into the
night hearing him calling after me.
What did I just do?
One minute I’m celebrating my best girlfriend Paige’s wedding and the next, I’m
kissing Colton. Him and I
are best friends and tell each other almost everything. We cuddle and watch
movies. We go out for dinners.
We sleep together, but no sex. We just can’t.
I’ve been shattered in the past. I’m better now but my heart is still healing.
I’m not looking for another
relationship. But I know Colton likes me more than a friend. I haven’t told him
my secret and that’s the
reason I can’t love another man right now. Can I go there again? Love Colton
and risk my heart? Can I trust
him to not shatter me?
Colton
My heart is saying kiss her, kiss her while my brain is saying just be friends
and wait for her to be
ready. My heart is winning.
I pull her closer and lower my lips to hers. I tease her lips to see what
she’ll do and she kisses me back.
I deepen the kiss but I feel her pull away from me then she bolts out the door.
I call her name but she
runs faster.
What did I just do?
I’ve just ruined our friendship by pushing her. I know she’s been through
something in the past that makes
her scared to open up to me. I’m a player. I get around with the ladies. I’m
this way because of someone in
my past. I’ve put up walls around my heart to prevent myself from getting hurt
again. I’m a love ‘em and
leave ‘em kind of guy. But when I’m with Betsey Ann, she’s a love ‘em and keep
‘em kind of girl. I don’t
want just another woman screaming my name in bed. I only want one woman in my
bed for the rest of my life.
I want more, so much more. Can I piece her shattered heart back together again
and make her love me?
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