“Oh, no you don’t,” Nicola yelled from the picnic table.
He walked into the house and shut the door before she was
even upright. Hopping and hobbling as fast as her good and
gimp feet would move her, Nicola tried to balance with an
arm in the sling. He couldn’t throw a bomb like that and
just run. Hell no.
She threw open the door and hollered, “Get back here.”
“Night, Nic.” He was halfway across the kitchen, not looking
back. “Have a nice life.”
“Cash Garrison. Stop!”
He pivoted and looked at her in a way that tore her emotions
into bits of shrapnel. “Why? What does it matter?”
“You can’t say you had a ring and walk away.”
“Why not? You walked away. You left, remember?”
“I left everyone!”
“You left me.” Cash laughed. “You know what? I don’t care
about everyone. I never even cared about me. I cared about
you. I mourned you. I died that day alongside you. But ain’t
that some shit?”
“Cash—”
“Yeah, yeah. You had your reasons. But it was a good thing.
Never would be here, where I am now, if you hadn’t walked
away.”
She hopped two steps forward, and the pressure in her chest
nearly debilitated her. “You’re a son of a bitch.”
He met her in the middle of the kitchen like they were
squaring off for a round of celebrity death match,
operative-style. “You’re a goddamn liar.”
The lights flicked on. Roman stood in the hallway, gun in
one hand, other hand still on the wall. “What the fuck are
you two doing? Nic, are you okay?”
“Yeah, what are we doing, Nicola?” Cash’s glare locked on
hers.
Silence.
She had nothing to say. Nothing except for… she narrowed her
eyes. “I hate you, Cash.”
“You hate me? Jesus fucking Christ. If that’s not the best
line you’ve had all night, I don’t know what is. The CIA
feed you those beauties?”
Roman cleared his throat. “CIA? What’s the Agency got to do
with this?”
They ignored him. “You think you can keep your mouth shut
about anything? Mister Let’s-sit-and-talk-under-the-moon?”
“At least I’m solid to those I care about.”
They were nose to nose. Well, as close as they could be with
him towering over her. She breathed hard through sealed
teeth, angrier than she had ever been, and she didn’t know
why. She shoved him with her good elbow, attempting to push
past him. He grasped her bicep, pulled her close.
Inches. She was inches from his face, and for some reason,
all she could think about was how he smelled like soap. Soap
and Jack Daniel’s.
“I mourned you too, Cash.” Her voice broke. “Don’t you know
that?”
Eyes locked, they stared. She felt bleeding pain down to her
soul.
And suddenly, it wasn’t just them. She came back to reality
and the voices in the background. Roman was saying
something. She drew her eyes away from Cash, dimly aware of
how close, how heated she and Cash were. Cash seemed to
notice also, releasing his grip on her arm. But they stayed
in place, close enough she could still smell him.
By the look on his face, Roman must have repeated himself.
“What is going on between you two? You’ve been at each
other’s throats for hours. Christ.”
With all the emotion required to play Grand Theft Auto, Cash
turned from her to Roman. “Sorry, man. I was doing your
sister on the side. Beat my ass later. I’m going to bed.”