"Hello there," Phil replied. "I hope you three are
feeling better."
"Yes, quite, thank you. How are you?"
"Well, I just need to clear out this debris here, and
make sure the Star Drive components are fully dismantled.
Then I'll look over the Augmented Nuke." He grinned,
realizing he hadn't answered Dar's question. "I'm fine.
Maybe a little shook up by this."
Dar nodded. "I can see." Although Dar tried to keep his
next thought below the surface, Phil pulled it out without
thinking: It must have been shocking to see your friend
Jack behaving that way.
Phil nodded. "Yeah, I guess it was."
Dar shrugged in embarrassment. Normally a Martian
wouldn't be ashamed to have his thoughts
read––by other Martians. Martians more often
than not simply sat facing each other exchanging data by
telepathy, with a few ritual words spoken for aesthetic
effect. There was always the understanding that all
exchanged thoughts were fully understood by each. But a
Martian was always surprised when a human being picked
something out of his mind without the Martian having been
aware of it.
"Take it easy, Dar. The three of you were going through
hell back there. I can see you're glad the Star Drive
stopped."
"Yes––yes, of course. I know it delays us,
but––if it had gone on another five seconds
even, I don't think I could have withstood it." Dar spoke
with his usual quiet nobility, but the images filling
Phil's mind nearly dropped him to the floor. Flames burning
out Dar's central nervous system––accompanied
by the graph of a hyperbolic curve extending into infinity,
mathematically documenting the progression of the pain.
"We had no idea it'd have that effect," Phil said. "Of
course I'll recommend we don't use the Drive until we get
you safely back to Mars."
"That would be nonsense," Dar said. "I appreciate your
concern, but none of you can afford a twenty–one year
trip back to Sol at our present speed. If we can get the
Drive fixed in Alpha Centauri, of course we'll use it to
come home." He peered deeply into the demolished interior
of the Resonance Chamber. "Of course, we Martians must be
drugged unconscious before we do go back."
"Maybe you're right," Phil said. "But I don't relish
causing you this discomfort."
"Speaking of discomfort," Dar said, "I'd like to change
out of this Elder's Robe. The only reason I wore it was
that I expected to be meeting senior Centaurian officials
in a few minutes. But the Robe is intolerably tight."
The history of that particular robe filled Phil's mind.
The Emperor's Robe first worn by the legendary K'Naaaar in
the Great Polar War of Apocalypse––stolen by
the murderous Gluquffln in the Revolts of K'nyuuggh'kk,
corresponding to the time of the building of the pyramids
on earth––worn by Diuvwaln when he was
assassinated during the Great Canal Controversy. Curiously,
though no canals were ever built on Mars, despite the
controversy generated by Earth scientists in the late
1800's, at about that time the Martians were debating
whether or not to build canals on their planet, and
Diuvwaln was killed as a result of his support for them.
Then there was one final image: Dar removing the robe in
the presence of his young bride, the Empress, on their
wedding night. K'sla remained on Mars, awaiting Dar's
return ...
As Phil shut down Star Drive subassemblies Dar went
on: "Of course I'm deeply concerned about the success of
the mission. Jack's correct that an unexpected delay on our
part––especially a four month
delay––could trigger unpleasant consequences."
Phil nodded. "Yeah, but there's nothing we can do about
it now. We confirmed during the Six Minute Check that
Station One has already sent out peace
feelers––that we have a plenipotentiary
personage coming to negotiate peace. Which is, of course,
Jack Commer, only they don't know that yet. I'm sure
they'll have a fit when they find out it's the head of the
USSF come to talk peace. Jack wants to start negotiating,
then reveal he's SCUSSF and that because of his recent
appointment, the USSF is now for peace."
"It could well succeed. The Centaurians know they're
gradually being worn down. And they'll respect a strong
negotiator, one from the armed forces."
"I only hope Jack's up for it."
"Are you worried that because he's under
stress––?"
"Uh––no, I didn't say that ..." Phil
muttered. "What the hell, Dar? Are you learning to read my
mind now? Of course that thought's crossed my mind. Jack's
been driving himself––and us––crazy
the past few months. God knows where it'll all end."
"I only hope he can rise to the occasion," Dar
replied. "I'd hate to see him put Plan B into effect."
"God, yes ..." Phil said. Plan B called for the black
holing of Alpha Centauri A, Alpha Centauri B, and Proxima
Centauri––and the PlanetBlasting and Xon
bombing of as many planets among the AC system's other
stars as possible.
"And by the way, I cannot read your mind, youngster!"
Dar laughed.
"I sure hope not!" Phil grinned. He flushed the rad
particles from the Star Drive Waste Collection Subsystem
into deep space and then opened that compartment with his
wrench. Odd to think that if he'd opened it five seconds
before he'd have instantly killed everyone on the ship. The
inner metal was still hot to the touch.
And be damned glad that Dar and the other Martians can't
pry into YOUR mind, buddy. Just how fast would they figure
out this curse of mine––this lust for Amav? And
then––every other human on this ship would read
Dar's mind in turn––everyone would know! God,
even Amav would know! Or does she know already?