Emilio was sitting in a cafe in Rome not far from his office
when he finally found out the truth. His chest seized as he
read the article about twin girls who had been separated at
birth due to an illegal adoption. The article was journalism
at its best: an intriguing and poignant account of how
identical twins had finally been reunited, quite by chance,
after a shop attendant mistook one for the other in a Sydney
department store.
One mistaken for the other...
Emilio ignored his coffee and sat back in his chair and
looked out at the bustling city crowds wandering past.
Tourists and workers, young and old, married and
single—everyone going about their business, totally
unaware of the shock that was consuming him until he could
scarcely breathe.
It hadn't been Gisele in the sex tape.
His throat felt as if a spanner were going down sideways.
He had been so adamant about it, so stubborn. He had not
listened to Gisele's protestations of innocence. He had
refused to listen. She had begged and pleaded with him to
believe in her, but he had not.
He had got it wrong.
She had cried. She had screamed. She had pummelled at his
chest with tears pouring down her face, and yet he had
walked away. He had cut all contact with her. He had sworn
on his life he would never see or speak to her again.
He had got it wrong.
Emilio's company had almost folded over the scandal. He'd
had to work so hard to get back to where he was today.
Eighteen–hour, sometimes twenty–four–hour
days, sleepless nights, endless travel, jet lag so bad he
didn't sleep properly any more, no matter how utterly
exhausted he was. He went from project to project like an
automaton, putting in the hours, signing up the deals,
paying off the debts and then finally banking the millions,
his drive to succeed knowing no bounds.
And for all this time he had blamed Gisele.
He had fuelled his hatred of her every day since. It had
festered inside him like a gangrenous wound. He had felt it
in every pore of his body. Every time he had thought of her
the temperature of his wrath had risen. It had burned like a
roaring furnace deep inside him. It had blazed like wild
flames through his veins. Some days it had almost consumed
him. It had been like a fever he could not control.
His gut clenched with a fist of guilt. He had always
prided himself on never making an error of judgement. He
aimed—some would say ruthlessly—for perfection
in every area of his life. Failure was anathema to him.
And yet with Gisele he had got it wrong.
Emilio looked at his phone. He still had her number in
his contacts. He had left it there as a reminder to trust no
one, to let no one under his guard. He had never thought of
himself as the sentimental type, but when he brought her
details to the screen his fingers shook slightly as they
hovered over her name. Somehow calling out of the blue to
say sorry didn't seem the right way to handle things. He
owed her a face–to–face apology. It was the
least he could do. He wanted to erase that mistake, to draw
a line through it and move on with his life.
He clicked on his phone's rapid dial instead and called
his secretary. 'Carla, cancel all of my appointments for the
next week and get me a flight to Sydney as soon as you can,'
he said. 'I have some urgent business to see to there.'
Gisele was showing a first time mother the handmade
christening gown she had embroidered when Emilio Andreoni
came in. Seeing him standing there, so tall, so out of place
in her baby clothes boutique made her heart leap to her
throat like a gymnast on an overused trampoline.
She had practised this day over in her head just in case
he took it upon himself to apologise once he found out about
her long–lost identical twin. She had imagined how
vindicated she would feel that he would have to admit he had
got it wrong about her. She had imagined she would look at
him and feel nothing, nothing but the bitter hatred of him
for his cruel and ruthless rejection and his inexcusable
lack of trust.
And yet that first glimpse of him sent a shockwave
through her that made her feel as if the floor beneath her
feet were suddenly shifting. Emotions she had bolted down
with bitter determination suddenly popped against their
restraints. One by one she could feel them spreading through
her, making her chest ache with the weight of them. How
could it physically hurt to see someone face to face? How
could her heart feel pain like a stab wound at seeing his
tall, imposing frame standing there? How could her insides
clench and twist when his coal–black eyes met hers?
Gisele had seen him in the press several times since
their break–up and although each time it had made her
feel a tight sort of ache, it had felt nothing like the raw,
claw–scraping pain of this.
He still had the same darkly tanned olive skin. The same
Roman nose, the same penetrating dark brown eyes, the same
intractable jaw that right now looked as if it hadn't seen a
razor in the last thirty–six hours. The slightly wavy
black hair was a little longer than the last time she had
seen him—it was curling around the collar of his shirt
and it looked as if his fingers had been the last thing that
had moved through it. There were bruiselike shadows beneath
his thickly lashed bloodshot eyes, no doubt put there by yet
another sleepless night out with one of his one–night
stand bimbo bed–mates, she imagined.
'Excuse me...' she said to the young mother. 'I won't be
a minute.'
Gisele walked over to where he was standing next to the
premature baby clothes. He had one of his hands on a tiny
vest that had a pink rosebud with little green leaves
embroidered at the neck. The vest looked so tiny against his
hand and it occurred to her then that Lily would have been
too small for it when she had been born.
'Can I help you with something?' she asked with a brittle
look.
Emilio's eyes meshed with hers, holding them captive. 'I
think you know why I am here, Gisele,' he said in that deep,
rich voice she had missed so much. It moved along her skin
like a caress, settling at the base of her spine like a warm
pool of slowly spreading honey.
Gisele had to fight hard to keep her emotions in check.
This was not the time to show him she was still affected by
him, even if it was only physically. She had to be strong,
to show him he hadn't destroyed her life with his lack of
trust. She had to show him she had moved on, that she was
self–sufficient and successful. She had to show him he
meant nothing to her now. She drew in a breath and lifted
her chin, keeping her voice cool and composed. 'Of course.'
She gave him an impersonal on–off movement of her lips
that was nowhere near a smile. 'How could I forget? The
two–for–one sale on all–in–one suits
we have on at the moment. You can have blue, pink or yellow.
I'm afraid we're all out of the white.'
His gaze never once wavered from hers; it was as dark and
mesmerising as ever. 'Is there somewhere we could talk in
private?' he asked.
Gisele straightened her shoulders. 'As you can see I have
customers to see to,' she said, indicating with a waft of
her hand the young woman browsing along the racks.
'Are you free for lunch?' he asked, still watching her
steadily.
Gisele wondered if he was studying her for flaws. Could
he see the way her once creamy skin had lost its glow? Could
he see the shadows below and in her eyes that no amount of
make–up could disguise? He had always prized
perfection. Not just in his work but in every facet of his
life. He would find her sadly lacking now, she thought, in
spite of her name and reputation finally being cleared. 'I
own and run this business,' she said with more than a hint
of pride. 'I don't take a lunch break.'
Gisele saw his dark critical gaze sweep over the baby
wear boutique she had bought a few weeks after he had cut
her from his life just days before their wedding. Building
it up from yet another struggling suburban retail outlet to
the successful exclusive affair it was now had been the only
thing that had got her through the heartbreak of the past
two years.
Some well meaning friends, along with her mother, had
suggested it would have been better to have sold the
business as soon as she had been told Lily wasn't going to
make it, but somehow, in her mind, holding on to the shop
was a way to hold on to her fragile little daughter for just
that little bit longer. She felt close to Lily here,
surrounded by the handmade blankets and bonnets and booties
she made for other babies to wear. It was her only
connection now with motherhood and she wasn't going to
relinquish it in spite of the pain it caused to see those
brand–new prams being pushed through the door day
after day. No one knew how hard it was for her to look and
not touch those precious little bundles inside. No one knew
how long at night she clung to the bunny blanket she had
made for Lily's tiny body to be wrapped in during those few
short hours of her life.
Emilio's eyes came back to connect with hers. 'Dinner
then,' he said. 'You don't work past six, do you?'
Gisele watched in irritation as the young mother left the
shop, no doubt put off by Emilio's brooding presence. She
sent him a glare. 'Dinner is out of the question,' she said.
'I have another engagement.'
'Are you involved with someone?' he asked, pinning her
with his eyes.
She worked hard at keeping her composure. Did he really
think she would have dived headfirst into another
relationship after what he had done to her? She often
wondered if she would ever feel safe in a relationship
again. But she daren't admit to her singleton status. She
had a feeling he wasn't just here to apologise and to clear
the air between them. She could see it in the dark magnetic
pull of his gaze. She could sense it in the atmosphere, the
way the air she shared with him thickened with each breath
she took into her lungs. Damn it, she could...