Excerpt
Legends and the Fall
Q&A with Lance Cooper
By Rick Stevenson, Sports Editor
There are certain names in motor sports that are, in some
people’s eyes at least, nearly as sacred as certain Popes.
Names like Earnhardt, Petty, and Johnson. Men like the
late Davey Allison and Tim Richmond.
It used to be people spoke about Lance Cooper in such
hushed tones, but not so much any more. I caught up with
Lance Cooper at the start of this year’s racing season
when he was testing at Daytona. I asked some hard-hitting
questions that for the most part Lance was kind enough to
answer.
Q. Lance, you used to be the man everybody talked about,
can you fill us in on why you think some people have
written you off as a “has been” and why they think your
days as one of racing’s brightest stars are over?
A. A has been? Come on man. That’s what you call those
older guys. I’m not even thirty yet. I’ve got a lot of
years ahead of me as many of my long-time fans will tell
you.
Q. Yes, but you’ve got to admit, it’s been awhile since
you’ve won a race. Care to tell us why you think that is?
A. Heck, Rick, I wish I knew what it was, but the truth is
I can’t say it’s any one thing. Certainly our engine
program needs a bit of work. A few of these teams have an
engine program that puts them at the top of the field week
after week. Also, we’ve got some new people going over the
wall and so that’s a factor. And, too, part of it’s my
fault. I need to focus better. Keep my mind in the game.
Avoid distractions.
Q. And you think you can fix all that this year?
A. Without a doubt.
Chapter One
It was the worst day of her life, and that was saying a
lot.
Sunshine dappled the blacktop that Sarah Tingle walked
upon causing heat to radiate up through the soles of her
sandals. It was late June, and so walking on a narrow, two-
lane road, any two-lane road in North Carolina, wasn't a
good idea. But thanks to her continuing streak of rotten
luck, her car had broken down a half-mile back, and in the
continuing tradition of Sarah Tingle's life goes to hell,
said road appeared to be deserted. She’d stood by the side
of her car for almost an hour a nobody, absolutely nobody
had come by.
No cars.
Not even a cyclist. That was probably a good thing because
right about now she'd tackle anybody for some wheels.
Instead she pulled her red tank top away from her body
(the hue no doubt matching the color of her exercise-
exerted face), using her other hand to clutch her ankle-
length skirt as she fanned the material in an attempt to
get some air flowing to her lower regions. Didn't help.
How had it happened? she asked herself, dropping her skirt
when all she managed to do was entice more gnats into dive-
bombing her body. How had her life spiraled so out of
control? A week ago she'd been on top of the world. Dating
a good guy, enjoying a great teaching job, a nice
apartment, and now…nothing.
She closed her eyes, ostensibly against the sunspots, but
in reality against the sting in her eyes.
But, nope, she told herself, resolutely prying her lids
open, no time to cry. She had to deal with the fact that
her car, everything she owned stuffed into the back of it,
had died a splendid and dramatic death that involved a
loud clank, lots of noise, and clouds and clouds of smelly
black smoke. Right now what she needed to do was find the
address she'd been looking for. Too bad she couldn't seem
to locate it, which meant she might have been better off
walking back toward the main road instead of hoping for
her new boss's house to appear between the tall pines,
Lake Norman sparkling in the distance.
Her new boss's house.
Sarah Tingle—bus driver. She still couldn't believe it.
And as she recalled the twenty, precious little faces she
used to teach every day, Sarah felt like closing her eyes
all over again. Instead she pushed on, shoving her curly
red hair over one shoulder as determination set in.
Ten minutes later she was about to throw herself into the
lake. She'd even made a deal with herself that if there
wasn't a home around the next bend she'd do exactly that.
God must have tortured her long enough because right at
the sharpest edge of the turn stood a mailbox, sunlight
spotlighting the thing like a biblical tablet. She ground
to a halt, feeling almost giddy upon recognizing the
address. Two brick pillars stood to the right, an
elaborate wrought iron gate between them.
A gate with the cutout of a black race car in the middle
of it.
She'd arrived. Finally.
She walked forward a few more steps—well, limped,
actually; her big toe had a blister on it—so excited that
she didn't look left or right as she stepped into the
road, just blithely assumed no one was coming (because,
really, no one had in the forty-five minutes she'd been
walking).
Tires cried out in protest, their screech loud and long.
Sarah looked left just in time to see the front end of a
silver car coming toward her. She leapt. The car kept
coming. She went airborne, then landed, rolling up the
hood of a car.
It took a moment to realize she'd come to a stop.
She opened her eyes. Her head—still attached to her body,
miraculously enough—had come to rest against something
hard a cool. A windshield, she realized. Her cheek and the
front of her body pressed against the glass.
Oh, great.
She was now a human bug. How appropriate.
###
Lance Cooper saw cleavage—that was it—a large valley of
flesh where moments before there had only been open road.
What the—?
He jerked on the door, knowing full well what had
happened. He'd hit somebody.
"Am I alive?" he heard the woman mumble.
Relief made his shoulders slump. "You are." For now, he
silently added, because if she turned out to be okay, he
was going to kill her.
The woman shifted, rolling away from the window like a
mummy unfurled from bindings. Damn, crazy race fans, he
thought trying not to panic. What'd she been doing in the
middle of the road like that?
"I think I broke a rib."
She deserved a broken rib. He'd had women do some strange
things to get his attention, but this took the cake.
"Don't move," he ordered, figuring he better get her to a
doctor because he probably had a lawsuit on his hands.
"No," he thought he heard her murmur. "No doctor."
Lance reached for his cell phone before remembering
service was spotty this far off the beaten path. Sure
enough, no antennae. "Damn," he murmured.
"No, that would be damned," she groaned. "As in I'm
damned. I can't believe you just hit me."
He bit back a sarcastic retort. "Let me go call an
ambulance."
"Because why should I get off with just my car breaking
down?" she continued. "Why not add getting struck by a car
to the list?"
"Look, don't move. I'll go call 911—"
"No," she said, sitting up—groaning.
"Hey," he cried in irritation. "I told you not to move."
And wasn't it ironic to be the one saying that when most
of the time it was him getting yelled at by rescue crews.
"Don't call 911," she said, ignoring him, which made Lance
instantly angry all over again—another irony given the
fact that he always refused infield care, too.
"Lady, I just hit you with my car. I'd be an idiot not to
call 911."
"I'm fine," she said, swiveling on her butt ever so slowly
so that their gazes met.
Lance froze.
She'd managed to shock him.
Not a speck of makeup covered her face. Usually fans were
a little more overt in their attention-getting techniques—
bared midriff, strategically located body piercings, even
a tattoo or two. This woman didn't have any of that. Zero.
Zip. Zilch.
She slid off his fender, wincing as she did so.
"Look, I'd appreciate it if you'd hold still for a moment—
"
"I'm fine," she said, swiping reddish-brown hair out of
her face.
"You don't look fine," he said, steadying her with his
hand, a hand that landed in a mass of abundant curls too
soft to be fake, or permed, or heated into submission.
"I am," she reassured him, straightening. "Believe me,
this doesn't feel any worse than the time Peter Pritchert
ran me down."
"You've been hit before?"
"No, not like that," she said, wincing again, her flat
vowels proclaiming she was from out of state, probably
California. "Peter is—was one of my students." And he
could have sworn her brown eyes dimmed for a moment,
something he wouldn't have noticed if he hadn't been
observing her so closely. "He had the stomach flu," she
added, "and I didn't get out of his way fast enough."
"You're a teacher?" And as her words penetrated, something
else she'd said earlier also sank in: broken car. Lord,
that was her hunk of junk he'd passed a mile or two back.
She wasn't some crazy out of state fan.
"I was," she said, rolling her shoulder a bit. "I recently
underwent a change of career." She straightened, giving
him a brave, everything's-all-right smile. "You're looking
at Lance Cooper's newest bus driver—well, motor coach
driver. I'm supposed to bring his fancy new RV to Daytona
for him."
For the second time that day, she managed to shock him.
She was his new driver. And she didn't know who he was.
"I was supposed to have a meeting with him, actually,
which means I should probably get going before a meteor
lands atop my head."
"A meteor?"
"Sure, why not?" she asked. "It's possible. I mean,
everything else has gone wrong today. Why not a meteor, or
a swarm of locust or a plague."
He almost smiled. Obviously, she was hanging on by a
thread. "Look," he said, deciding to hold off telling her
who he was for the moment. "I think you should see a
doctor. I have a friend—"
"No doctor," she said impatiently.
"Why not?"
"Because I don't have health insurance."
And there it was again, that look: Disgust.
Disappointment. Dismay. Lord, but the woman was an open
book.
It fascinated him.
He didn't know why, but suddenly he found himself studying
her face. It wasn't a particularly beautiful face. He
would venture to say she was even plain with her brown
hair and brown eyes. But there was something pleasantly
endearing about it. She was cute in a sweet-faced kind of
way. And maybe that was what fascinated him. That sweet
face didn't go at all with her hot, hot body, one
perfectly outlined by her red tank-top and pretty floral
skirt.
"Don't worry about the health insurance," he said. "I'm
sure my car insurance will cover—"
"No thanks. Mr. Cooper's waiting for me."
He opened his mouth to tell her he was Mr. Cooper, only
something stopped him. He had a feeling if he told her he
was Lance Cooper it might just be enough to push her over
the edge.
"C'mon," he said. "I'll give you a ride. That's a long
drive."
"Is it?" she asked, looking puzzled, as well she should
because you couldn't see his house from the road and so
there was no way to know that, unless… "I've been there
before," he said.
"You have?"
"Lots of times."
"You're friends with Lance Cooper?"
Okay, time to confess who he was. "I'm his pool boy."
Now why the heck did you go and say that for?
"You're his pool boy."
Because he had a feeling when she realized who he was,
humiliation just might make her do something crazy—like
run off shrieking, hands flailing. He almost smiled at the
image.
And then he saw her glance at his car—a top of the line
M300. Her brows lifted. "Wow," she said. "Cleaning pools
must pay better than I thought."
###
Sarah figured the man wasn't going to do something crazy,
like abduct her, and so she got in the car with him.
Besides, she was in no condition to walk—not yet at least.
Run over by a car. If she didn't hurt so much she'd laugh—
granted, it'd be hysterical laughter, but she'd be
cackling nonetheless. Instead she slid into the interior
of the car—slid being the operative word since her rayon-
clad rear zoomed across the leather seat.
"You're not dizzy or anything, are you?" the man who hit
asked after getting in on his side, his southern voice
smooth and oddly comforting.
"No. I'm fine." The only time she'd been dizzy was when
she'd caught her first glimpse of him.
Geez.
It was bad enough to be hit by a car, but for that car to
be driven by God's gift to women was the icing on the
cake. Even now she couldn't resist peeking glances at him.
In a beige polo shirt that hugged his bulging, strongman-
arms, she had a feeling this pretty pool boy was ver-rey
popular with his female clients.
I wonder if they make him wear Speedos, she mused to
herself, watching him punch in the code she'd given him,
his shoulder muscles flexing. She'd never seen a man with
muscles along the back of his neck, but Lance the pool boy
sure did, his short-cropped blonde hair curling around his
nape.
"What's wrong?" he asked, and Sarah realized she'd sighed.
She looked away. "Nothing."
"You know I really would feel better if I took you to the
hos—"
"No," she cut him off. "There's no need. It didn't feel
like you hit me all that hard."
"Well, I wasn't going all that fast. I'd slowed down to
turn into the driveway."
"See. And I jumped up onto the hood of you car, so I
really wasn't hit. Just…shoved. I'm fine." And she was.
The only thing that hurt was her pride. And her elbow. And
maybe her knees. She rubbed at that knee now, feeling a
bump and the sting of what could only be scrapped skin.
She bent forward, lifting her skirt.
"Ouch," she heard him drawl.
She dropped the skirt over her knee, feeling suddenly self-
conscious. "Just a scrape."
"It'll need some antibiotic lotion."
"I'll ask Mr. Cooper if he has some." Which made her
glance in front of her, just in time to spy the driveway
open up before them, Lance Cooper's home coming into view.
"Oh, wow," she said.
"Not bad, huh?"
Not bad at all.
The massive stone home jutted from the landscape like a
pop up castle in a book. That's what it looked like, she
thought in amazement, sunlight glinting off the windshield
as they passed beneath trees. She shielded her eyes with
her hands, taking note of the leaded windows, a few of
which were colored in by stained glass. Give it a few
turrets and draw bridge and Cinderella could move right
in.
Did race car drivers make good money?
Apparently so.
Speaking of which. "I wonder if he's home," she murmured.
"Doesn't look like it."
"Great," she said, dropping her hand back to her lap at
the same time she blew a hank of hair out of her
eyes. "The man must have thought I stood him up."
"I'm sure he figured something happened."
But for Sarah, it was suddenly all too much. "I just can't
catch a break," she found herself saying, her hands
digging into her skirts. Her nose was starting to clog—
never a good sign—and her throat suddenly constricted. But
she wasn't going to cry. Not in front of— "I don't even
know your name," she said in a voice that sounded on the
verge of tears—even to her own ears.
"Lance," he said softly, even the way he said his name
sounding southern—Lay-yance. She almost sighed again.
But then she straightened in surprise. "Lance?" she
asked. "You have the same name as the guy that owns this
place?"
"Uh, yeah."
Later, much later, Sarah would look back at that moment
and call herself the world's biggest, bimbonic fool (if
bimbonic was really a word). But right then she was barely
hanging on a thread, and so she instead she said, "What a
coincidence," instead. She had bigger fish to fry. Such as
holding onto her sanity, something that was getting
increasingly harder and harder to do.
"You in pain?" he asked, probably because he'd seen her
face contort as she tried to refrain from crying.
"No," and, oh lord, was that her lip quivering?
"You look like you're about to cry."
And he sounded so concerned, so caring—and, all right, a
little bit panicked—that she found herself taking a deep
breath and saying, "You ever go through times when you
feel like a fish being slowly digested in the belly of a
giant whale, bile eating at your flesh, bacteria nibbling
at your eyeballs? And then, just when you think it can't
get any worse, you get regurgitated and you're floating in
some water current, flailing about with giant sharks
soaring overhead?"
She looked over at him. He was blinking in a funny way—
kind of like a dog the first time it saw a toilet flush.
"Uh…no."
"Well, that's the way I feel."
"Why?"
She took another step closer to tears. "Because in the
space of a week I've been publicly humiliated, lost my
job, been hit by a car. And now…now I'm about to embark on
a career driving a bus for some famous race car driver.
I'm a kindergarten teacher, not a bus driver."
"Then teach instead."
"I can't," she said. "Not back home at least."
"Why not?"
"Because of the pictures," she said in total, absolute
frustration—forgetting for a moment that he had no idea
what the heck pictures she was talking about.
Which was why he probably asked, "What pictures?"
Which made Sarah realize she didn't really want him to
know about them. "Nothing," she said quickly.
"Oh, no," he said, a half-smile alighting on his
face. "You can't say something like that and take it
back."
"I'm not trying to take it back. I just refuse to expand
on it."
"What kind of pictures?" he asked again.
"Forget it," she said, trying to get out.
He locked the car doors with a pop. "What pictures?" he
asked again, giving her a wicked grin.
Sarah was suddenly aware of the fact that she was alone,
with a near stranger, parked in front of a deserted
home. "Let me out."
"Did you pose for Plaboy?"
Her face suddenly felt like a barbecue. "I did not."
"Hustler?"
"I'm leaving." She tried the door again. He let her go
this time. That made her feel a bit better, though the
sticky North Carolina air did nothing to cool her heat-
embarrassed cheeks.
"Wait," he said, getting out, too. "You can't leave me
hanging like this."
"Yes, I can," she said, turning toward the house, though
she suddenly realized she had no idea what to do. Wait for
Mr. Cooper? Go back for her car?
Get hit by a bus next time?
"You were in Playboy, weren't you?" he asked, coming
around the front of his car. "Tell me what issue. I'll be
sure to bring it into the bathroom with me."
She gasped in outrage. "Why you…sleaze ball. I was not in
Playboy."
"Sleaze ball?"
She crossed her arms in front of her. He chuckled a bit.
Oh, wow.
Sarah almost melted into fancy stone driveway. She'd
never, not ever, been in the presence of a man who looked
like Lance before. Gorgeous smile with just a hint of
razor stubble lining his masculine jaw. Lips that curved
up in a wicked way, a more pronounced patch of razor
stubble right below his lower lip. And his eyes; they were
a playful gray filled with laughter that seemed to poke
fun at her.
"It wasn't Playboy," she said when she realized those eyes
were staring at her in unabashed curiosity, too.
"Then what?" he asked.
"Is there a hose I can use to wash off my knees?" she
said, turning away.
Lance stayed with her. She stopped, her gaze darting to
his. He'd wiped the laughter from his face, but a film of
humor still drifted in his eyes. "I'm sorry. I forgot for
a moment that I'd just run you over with my car. C'mon. We
have Band-Aids and stuff inside." He motioned for her to
follow.
Sarah stood there for a second, watching him turn away. "I
didn't pose naked," she found herself confessing.
He stopped. She met his gaze, feeling her chin lift in
dignified pride. "I was wearing undergarments. And I took
the pictures in college. Driving a bus wasn't paying the
rent and this was a way to make some quick money."
"And you got fired over something that happened years
ago?" he asked. "How could that be?"
She should have let the matter drop. But he seemed
genuinely curious, and perplexed, and lord knows, she'd
been dying to talk about it to somebody who might
understand. "The photos were published this year," she
said. "And they were put in a magazine that makes Playboy
look like Reader's Digest." She shuddered. "I can't even
say the name. But the worst, the absolute worst was that
they took my underwear off and replaced it with someone
else's—" She couldn't finish, humiliation making it
impossible to speak.
"Somebody else's…" he prompted.
"Somebody else's you know."
"No, I don't know."
"Body parts," she admitted.
"Body parts?" he asked.
"Yeah, body parts."
But he still looked confused.
"I was wearing somebody else's who-who," she confessed.
He drew back, and for a second he looked incapable of
speech. Then he started laughing, a big, booming laugh
that filled the air and all but vibrated her skull.
"You were wearing someone else's—" His words got choked
off by his laughter.
"And breasts," Sarah confessed. "And it's not funny."
Only, suddenly, it kind of was. "I got fired for wearing
someone else’s who-who."
She heard him bite back a laugh before choking out, "Why?"
"One of the parents found out. Other parents heard about
it, too. Someone bought the magazine in to show the
principal. There was a formal review…".
She left out the part about dating one of the school's
officials. And that he'd turned his back on her during the
whole affair. That little humiliation she managed to keep
to herself.
"I packed my bags and headed for North Carolina where I
heard teaching jobs were more prevalent. Only they're not
and so I was forced to take the first job I could find out
of state."
"Driving a motor coach."
"It was better than nothing. Plus it came with living
quarters. I was, ah, living with someone at the time,
someone who frowned upon my illicit past."
"Your boyfriend," he surmised.
Well, and now that cat was out of the bag, too. Not that
it mattered. After today she'd probably never see Lance
again.
"He kicked you out," he said softly.
Sarah met his gaze, surprised at the sudden compassion she
saw in his eyes. "Well, it was his apartment."
Silence filled the air, the kind of heavy quiet that
seemed to amplify everything. Her breathing. His
breathing. Her scent. His scent….
And then his lips began to twitch a bit. He moved in
closer to her. And then there was noise, a loud noise—her
heart as it echoed in her ears like the slap of water
against a rock. Her cheeks began to heat all over again.
He flicked her chin up with his hand.
And Sarah knew the moment he touched her that she was in
deep, deep trouble.